Fangirl's Dream

When I was a kid my parents moved a lot, but I always found them.

2010-10-16T20:13:00.000-07:00

New episode of Merlin is finally out! I am currently loading it which is why I am blogging right now because I'm just waiting for it to finish. I'm so excited for my barkada to watch this series with me. We're planning to have a Merlin marathon next Monday because that's when people who aren't on sembreak are going to have their holiday. I actually thought the holiday would fall on tomorrow's Monday but I was mistaken and I apologize to all those people I've spread the wrong information on.

Yesterday, I finally got a taste of the delicious yogurt ice cream goodness from Frutti Froyo. It was absolutely fantastic! The place, the atmosphere, the froyo and all the glorious toppings! Trizia and I sort of went food-tripping actually. After our stop at Frutti Froyo, we went to Cafe Breton to have some Nutella Crepe which is always so delicious. It was great fun.

After I watch Merlin, I should probably find a ride for myself going to and from school on Tuesday. I still haven't found a ride from carpool and I never want to resort to having to take the bus. I just have this thing about commuting outside of Alabang. Riding the tricycles and jeeps are fine in the village or to the mall but it's just so uncomfortable to commute outside! I am too sheltered and I'm sorry for that. I know I need to learn and face the real world but really, who's aspect of the real world are we basing it off from? The real world of a billionaire is probably to fly to another country in economy class.

And...well I forgot where I was going with this but I really want to get back to watching my Merlin so Cheerio for now!

(I just realized, when I blogged this, in my head, I was speaking with a british accent. Just saying.)

33 MORE DAYS TIL HARRY POTTER! :)

The digital camera is a great invention because it allows us to reminisce. Instantly.

2010-10-15T20:25:00.000-07:00

Last night, my family and I ate in Omakase. I now love Tamago Sushi because even though it's just egg, rice and seaweed wrap, it is awesome egg, rice and seaweed wrap. I also ate Salmon which I'm still sometimes iffy about. I pretty much only eat it because I know it's good for the blood flow in your brain or body whatever.

I haven't been able to try Frutti Froyo yet and it's making me sad. I want Frutti Froyo, dangit! My mission for today is to convince my mom to make us take a little visit in the building across Westgate. But then the person who's going to help renovate our house is coming over so I hope he does his job fast so we can go.

Or maybe I'll force Trizia to go with me. Hmm. I like the sound of that plan.

Well that's all for the daily drama in my life. I think I should start doing my coloring plate homework thing because the one I did in class pretty much sucks.

Adieu!

I wanna know the purpose of a sweatervest. "Leave me alone. Can't you see I'm cold just right here?"

2010-10-14T05:24:00.000-07:00

Last night, I had to cram 4 drawings and 1 research paper for my FREHAND class (drawing class). It was given to us at 6pm on that day so technically, I wasn't procrastinating. I try not to do that anymore, honestly! I'm a changed person now. -ish. Well I'm trying, alright?

So today we started with that same class I crammed for last night. Grades I got were what I expected because the lowest he usually ever gives is 2.5 so thank goodness it's a passing grade. I really can't draw to save my life.

I think our plate for today was the hardest out of all the others we had to draw. A basket of fruits may be what artists usually draw, paint or sketch but seriously, did that basket have to be so big and intricate?! And don't even get me started on those atis and grapes. So. much. grapes.

I, at least, got a 3 but I was really hoping for a 4. But 3 hours isn't enough for me to draw a 4-worthy sketch of that huge basket of fruits. Did I mention there were oranges? 4 oranges, to be exact! I find oranges so complicated because when I draw them, they end up looking like a peach because they're smooth-looking when I draw them and oranges aren't supposed to be smooth! There are those weird mirco-tiny craters on them which I find impossible to draw but of course, i'm not exactly the best cabinet so I'm sure the masters have perfected how to draw a super realistic orange. Ugh.

Our next class was HARTDS2 ( History of Art Design...I think). It was a really fun class because Rachel and I were super hyper and we didn't even know why but we just were. We both just cracked up at all the jokes we made and all the jokes our comedic classmates made as well. The top entertainers in our class are Carl and Criss. They're really hilarious in their own way. When Criss was presenting his powerpoint, he kept side-commenting which got Rachel to nickname him as the 'Side-comment King'. His report was on realism and at the part where he's just supposed to show examples of paintings in that era, he basically commented on every picture. Some of the comments I still remember are:

(My quotes of his jokes won't do his any justice because it's not the exact words and he was speaking taglish)

Painting of a girl.

"As you can see, this painting is made with realism. Realism is when you paint/draw what you see and in this picture it looks so real that you can see the girl's kapangitan."

Painting of nymphs running around in a field

"Now I don't know if nymphs are real but seeing as this is a realism painting and realism is when you paint what you see then I'm guessing totoo nga sila."

Painting of a fox with the title "Fox Hunt"

"Ito naman, wolf oh..."

Yeah. I guess it's more of a 'you had to be there' sort of jokes but I swear, we were all dying of laughter.

Well that's all for now! :) Cheerio~!

An article for Life Management: "Girls have a higher risk for pregnancy."

2010-10-12T23:16:00.000-07:00

The ride to school today was pretty fun. So far Wednesday's school-bound always seem to be something I can look forward to. It must be because of the awesome people I get to ride with like Server, Mundi and Juls. (and Lee but she doesn't really count, you see, because she's my friend and it's mandatory that any carpool ride with her would always be fun).

Juls and Mundi make the most hilarious faces and impersonations. Sometimes they can be such boys (just saying that as a payback for calling Leeann and me 'such girls'.) but other times they're sort of like the comedians of carpool and they always seem to liven up everyone's mornings. Server was kind of busy studying but other times when she's not, she's one fun person to talk to. I especially love hearing her make kwento about the funny stories she knows because she usually makes lots of funny faces and changes her voice that makes everything all the more entertaining.

The only thing that sort of irks me about that certain ride going to school every Wednesday is that my class starts at 9am and we usually arrive super early, like it's not even 8am yet and I'm already at a place where I'll be spending the next 3 hours of my life. To add to that, it's the only subject I have for that day.

But that's it, though. That's the only thing that's actually wrong with my Wednesday's. It's that I'm in school early because my class, COMGRAP (or also known as Computer Graphics...i think) starts more than an hour later when I arrive. It's all good though because my teacher is a really cool guy. He very youthful and is good at teaching. He also likes to crack up jokes a lot to keep the class' attention.

What we did for class today was to show each other our homework based on our Photo Manipulation lesson. We basically had to put our faces into another person's body and to make it look as normal as possible. It was real fun seeing everyone else's works. Everyone was pretty skilled in photoshop soI sort of felt bad that I was kind of behind but I guess the ones I made could be labelled as 'half-decent' at the least.

I was actually supposed to have another class today. It's actually just a make-up class of FREHAND (I'm not sure what it stands for but it's a drawing class). I'm going to have that class tomorrow anyway so hopefully he won't be giving the one's who are attending any homework because he has yet to check the other homework which he gave us last week.

When I finally got home after that one class, I asked my mom if I could get myself a dog because frankly, I don't think Papi (my ate's dog) likes me very much. He never goes to me when I call his name and he never seems to want me to pet him. But I swear I've been nice to him! I always give him food and rub his stomach but all I get is nada!

My mom said, "Next time," which translates into my head as, "Summer" because the only thing my mom is worried about with having a dog is that no one would potty train him. (I'm planning to get a boy dog, by the way, because they don't get periods) and summer would be the only time I'd have to be able to train my dog properly. I've already thought up of a name for my soon-to-be-dog!

Pepito. :) Well since everyone's name in my family starts with a P, why not continue with the tradition, ey?

Well that's all for now! Flame'yo Hotmen!

Went to a bar the other day that only played 70s music. At first I was afraid.

2010-10-11T22:29:00.000-07:00

Having no class on Tuesdays is glorious. It's a weekday where you can wake up later and a weekday where you can finish up all that homework for the rest of the week. It's pretty awesome, though I sometimes still wish I had no classes on Friday rather than Tuesdays. But beggars can't be choosers, I guess and I should just be happy with what I've got.

Speaking of being happy, I really want to go to Frutti Froyo so bad (yes, happy equals froyo). It just opened right across West Gate so it's really close to home now. Honestly, I've only tried Frutti Froyo once and that was in a gas station near Ateneo. I never forgot how good and cheap it was. It was self-service so you could get as much toppings as you want then its price would be its weight. Genius! Totally better than paying 40 bucks for just 3 toppings.

Hmm. I should probably start working on my project for my coloring class but it's due next week anyway. I really hate coloring. It's so bloody hard. (Yeah, that's me trying to speak like an english person. I have been watching way too much Merlin.)

And speaking of Merlin, I hope I'll be able to get my barkada hooked on it. Mica seems to be quite taken to it already, thanks to Dena! (bless her soul for spreading the Merlin love :D) The people I'm currently trying to influence are Lee (she seems to want to watch it already just so she can relate to the things I ramble about to her), Soph (she hasn't replied to the video I sent her on facebook) and Pat (my biggest challenge. influencing someone from another country! haha). One day, I really hope for us to have a Merlin Marathon together. It'd be a blast.

Well, that's all for today. Flame'yo Hotmen! :D

I sent an email with a picture of boomerang. The address was invalid so it was sent back to me.

2010-10-11T02:33:00.000-07:00

Finally. I've decided to make a post. After reading Isa and Pat's blogs, I've been inspired to write more in my own. Even though no one really pays attention to my blog, I don't really mind. Blogs are a way for one to let out their feelings and apparently it helps a lot. But for me, blogging my life will help answer the question a lot of people have been asking me recently,

"How's life, Pau?"

"What's up, Pau?"

"How have you been, Pau?"

"Make kwento, Pau!"

I think it's my bad memory that causes me to forget everything that happened before that question was asked of me because I really have no interesting, worth-listening-to kwento's to share about my life! So I thought that maybe blogging will help me keep track of what exactly has been going on. I mean nothing sucks about my life right now. Nothing sucks enough for me to be really mad about and to cry myself to sleep to. Nothing romantic either. I don't have a big enough crush on anyone to make a fuss about. The only thing I do fawn over when it comes to guys are my he-doesn't-know-it-but-he's-my-husband celebrity crushes. No one really wants to hear about that! Maybe if I had a twin who thought exactly like me, I could make kwento to myself but that's already possible (well not the suddenly appearing twin part) it's called daydreaming, which I am guilty of doing...a lot. (God must be tired of watching me imagine scenario's of what I'd do when I meet my celebrity crushes)

So no depression kwento's, no crush kwento's and no drama kwento's either. I'm just content, I guess. So far, my college is really chill (well according to the senior's from my college, that's just a "for now" thing) and my family may have our problems but it doesn't hurt to always look at the bright side of things and know that it will get better and it actually does. :)

So to all those people who ask me how my life has been, all I can reply is either some lame, uninteresting story that happened earlier in class or just a, "'s'been good."

I'm sorry if it's not the answer you guys were hoping for and maybe you guys only asked how my life has been to be polite but all those things I just mentioned up there literally runs in my head whenever that question pops up.

Pau. is. content.

That's it. Maybe that's what I should say next time but in a less not-third-person, none-awkward-making situation, kind of way because being content is awesome and I wouldn't want to have it any other way. :-)

I like to tape my thumbs to my hands to see what it's like to be a dinosaur.

2010-01-12T04:22:00.000-08:00

Today...I visited Ateneo! :D Yay! Got to see so much people I haven't seen in a long time.

So there was Sophie, Mica, Carmel, Nachi, Javi, Ton (FOR LIKE WHAT 1 MINUTE THAT ONAMA), Pat Rem, Bea A, Betsss, Kitkat, Lok, Mikey, Franco and and and yeah. T'was fun 8D hahaha

OH AND I SAW MY NUMBER ONE LOCAL CELEBRITY CRUSH

Robi Domingo :">

hihihihihi :)) so babaw but yeah.

my first time to actually SEE him...

and he was wearing yellow pa. I swear he's the pinoy version of Nino.

Oh and I have a new husband now.

We've been married for two days. I met him three days ago :">

MIR!! from MBLAQ. So cute. So now I have 9 husbands :">

hihihihihihihi

k i'm off to watch more videos of him :}

Proofread carefully to see if you any words out.

2010-01-08T00:05:00.000-08:00

Yay! I finally decided to blog again here in blogspot.

But I have been really into tumlr and slightly only with twitter.

HAHAHA! But yeah that's okay.

Tumblr is so fun. o_o

It has like so many cool pictures and strange finds.

I'm even able to follow my kpop fandom through there!

So it's awesome!

Then I'm also able to learn more about Walt Disney.

Anywaaaaaaaay right now. it's a friday. my term break has now started.

but will be getting course cards on Monday.

then visit ateneo on Tuesday.

then i dunno what to do after those days.

I'm so excited tomorrow for minky's brother's piano recital @_@

he's always so amazing D:

I wish I could play that that.

It'd be so fun

Then I could even learn the songs fast

and play anything I want

Haaaay...:))

When someone close to you dies, move seats.

2009-08-04T01:12:00.001-07:00

So Erika's debut was AWESOME. :D
I got to see people I haven't seen for a long time. D:
And there's just TOO much of them to name
BC WORE SOMETHING GIRLY >:D
hehehehehe

And Erika was soooooooooooo preeeeeeeeeetty and her voice...I MISSED IT SO MUCH! D:
uhuhuhuhuhu

And the CHOCOLATE FOUNTAIN. Mmmmm that was some good stuff.
Plus the crepe...Mmmmmmmmmmm

AND I MISS ISA FRAN :(

Hahaha okay I've lost my blogging energy :)) I'm nat good at blogging, mehn. D:

2009-08-04T01:12:00.000-07:00

Scientists have demonstrated that cigarettes can harm your children. Fair enough. Use an ashtray.

2009-07-29T03:42:00.000-07:00

I haven't blogged in such a long time
D:
BUT I DUNNO WHAT TO BLOG ABOUT!!!!
asdfghjkl;'

Hahaha. The End. O.O

I'll try to blog about Erika's debut. :)

How is it possible to have a civil war?

2009-06-14T20:43:00.000-07:00

Yay! I'm not going to Hong Kong anymore! :D
My mom forgot to buy my plane tickets.
Or did she.
BWAHAHAHA!

Okay I really don't know but I'm glad to stay here in the Philippines for my birthday. =/ Instead of...out there somewhere. :))

Oh and yesterday I watched the Baila Recital.
Minky! Mica! The memories we made. I missed it. I saw Neil! He recognized meeee!!!!
Hahaha yay! 8D

I wish I could join again. o_o
But they're so far. D:

Can you get cornered in a round room?

2009-06-13T18:34:00.000-07:00

So yesterday was a fun day. Well the night part of it anyway.
I went to this Birthday Gig of Artu, Joseph and Johncy Agregado (WHO IS GJ'S BROTHER WHICH I DIDN'T KNOW AND THEY'RE 24 YEARS APART IN AGE....amazing). Yeah. It was cooooool!!! 8 bands (i think) each played 3-4 songs. 8D Yeah. They were all awesome.

Glad I bumped into Lorena there. o_o I woulda been like a loner loser. :)) Hahaha! I seriously didn't know who to hang with since I just knew the people there but not...close with them.

Anyway. My mom said I'll be spending my birthday in an airplane. o_O
Going to leave for Hong Kong tomorrow for some Hong Kong ID thing which has to be changed into adult ID whatever. Then I'll be left there on the 16th cause my mom has a flight so we'll be coming back 17 pa. =/ Yeah. Great. It's not like I was planning on celebrating it anyway. :)) Hahaha yeeeeah.

Experience is a wonderful thing. It enables you to recognize a mistake when you make it again.

2009-06-11T19:47:00.000-07:00

I'm so bored
So I shall blog.

Benilde's will start at June 19 pa.
WHAT WILL I DO?! D:
By June 15, everyone else will have school!

Except for...those who will have pa on June 22
But yeah

I don't even know what to do on June 17. D:
Greet Nino a Happy Birthday
And that's it.

o.o -sighs-

I wanna read more magikus from cathy. Even if it's so OOC!!! :)) hahahaha

Is it true that cannibals don't eat clowns because they taste funny?

2009-05-22T05:38:00.000-07:00

So.
I'm a college student na.
While everyone else is gonna have their first day.
I apparently already had mine.
I've already experienced saying and writing, "Oh I studied in Woodrose."
Past tense. D:
STUDIED.
I USED TO.
I WAS.

:((

Okay senti feelings aside.
I think I had like the best first day ever. :)
I felt so loved.
Everyone wished me a "Good Luck on your first day!"
I'm so glad they did. 8D
It made me...feel better!

Pat even made a vid but she can't seem to post it!!! @_@ I wanna see it
Then Soph, Mica and Carms even came to pick me up on my first day of school. :)
hehehe.
So sweet of them~~ <3

I think I made good friends.
I need to get to know them more.
:)
But being with them for 3 days na...the real me is slowly coming out hahaha
xD cause i like to hide by being shy but now I can tell them jokes.
Even though they say it's lame...:))
And even though they tease my alabang tagalog accent. =/
-sighs-
:))
whatever. hahaha!

Hope everyone else will have a good first day of school just like me. :)

P.S.
My building is pretty but I wish it had some color green. @_@
like...staring at white kinda hurts my eyes.
And I know green is the color that relaxes the eyes...or was it mind. basta it's a relaxing color. someone told me. -sighs- oh well. it's still pretty. :)

Can you get cornered in a round room?

2009-05-14T03:08:00.000-07:00

Today Soph, Carms and I went to PhilSci then Ateneo then EastWood then UST. xD
Whatta fun and random day.
Planned to watch a movie but arrived late so we decided to do random stuff na lang.
We used the photobooth, played in a place kinda like timezone...i think it's called powerstation. then we tried to use the massage chairs but they were selling it pala.
Hahaha. xD
I want more days like this with my barkada. :)
It was like an amazing fieldtrip. xD

Strangers have the best candy.

2009-05-11T06:10:00.000-07:00

Orientation

Ah yes. Had to go all the way to Benilde again.
I slept at 4 am and woke up at 5 am...o_o
I was nervous!

Anyway, so I went to Benilde and had no idea where the orientation was going to be held cause all the paper thingy said was, "DLS-CSB Campus" and I was like, "Okay...where there?" So i walked around a bit then even went out to find the SDA Building and felt so lost...
I EXPERIENCED THE REAL WORLD.
Okay not really but it felt like it and it was pretty darn scary and I don't want to have that feeling ever again.

So then, I went back to the Main Entrance of Benilde where I came from and asked the guard to let me in again for the Orientation and THIS TIME he tells me to wait in the driveway place. Well if ONLY he told me the first freakin' place.

Anyway so I was waiting there with other nervous FROSH (that's what they called us...instead of Freshmen) and they were wearing Green while I was wearing the Black, "We Made History" Green Team shirt. Hahaha!

And then I checked my time and it was 7am. I was 1 hour early. =/
So I started texting Katrise to ease my...nervousness? Hahaha and I looked like such a loner so I also tried to look cool by eating gum and totally look not-nervous but I don't think it worked...

Then at 8:30 (typical to be 30 minutes late. It's the Spaniards I tell you! KAPITAN HENERAL!!!!EL FILIBUSTERISMO.....) the people in charge called us and told us to register in the second floor then go up the fifth floor and take our seats in the theatre place.

So I did just that and when I got to the Theatre place I kinda looked like a loser cause I forgot that I was blind and so i had to walk all over the place to find where my class is seated at. My class happens to be FMA-1. Well...yeah...I guess being one of the first to enroll...I would get such a result.

There's a side of me that wishes I never went to enrollment early.

After all that walking, I finally found my block which was to the front left of the room...then I sat in the third row, middle seat. :D I was alone in the row for awhile haha!

Then I looked around and saw my blockmates. But then I was blind so I didn't really get to have a clear sight of their features or whatever.

Anyway, the orientation part consisted of a cool host. Okay there were two hosts but the guy that looked like Luis was so funny! He was trying to make us alive cause we were so dead and quiet. Hahaha it was so cute.

During the Lupang Hinirang, there was a dance number. It was a little weird at first, dancing to the national anthem and the group of people dancing didn't seem to follow the beat. Then I found out later that they were all deaf. o_o That is pretty amazing.

Okay so other cool stuff that happened was the Student Council people most especially the president who looked like a cute teddy bear to me and he was so galing in imitating people's voices like GMA!!! and some other senator and newsreporter people i don't know but it was girl voices and he was a guy and it was so freakin awesooome.

After all that (and some dancing and acting I'd like to skip), we were finally going to be seperated to our blocks. o_o
So they put us in classrooms and my block and I were introduced to new hosts! I kinda forgot their names but they were nice yet ADD-ish people. But that's what made them funny!

The introduction part was so awkward. xD
It was written on the board:
1.) Name
2.) Nickname
3.) What is the sexiest part of your body?

...so number three kinda caught us all off guard.
Most people just answered hair and eyes. haha! I answered hair and said I was just kidding. o_o...geez. so awkward D: even thinking about it makes me...@_@

I was kinda glad that we didn't have to say what school we're from but then after the 5th person had her intro done, the hosts were like, "Oh and tell us what school you were from." ...just my luck. o_o

Anyway after that they fed us Red Ribbon's...Ensaimada...is that how it's spelled? =.= ohwell whatever. hahaha then they gave us iced tea apple drinks~

After that, there was another game. An even more awkward one. It was called the, "Do You Love Me?" game. So all the chairs in the classroom were like against the walls creating a huge space in the middle of the room. All of us occupied the seats...and yeah. So the rules were like there's an it and she/he has to go up to someone (and it had to be the opposite gender...they were strict with that...-.-) and ask that person, "Do you love me?" if the person answers yes then everyone has to change their seats...like run to the farthest seat from your chair and whoever doesn't have a seat is the next it. If the person says no then you have to ask, "why?" then the person will have to say stuff like, "I only love people wearing green shirts." so only the people with green shirts will change seats and yeah.

I became an it at one point. D: So I asked na lang the host if he loved me. hahaha easiest way out. 8D

Then after that game we had a break so people went to the CR and stuff.
Then we ate lunch. Jolibee chicken. 8D

Theeen we had another game. This one was called Fuzion. This was the most awkward game they made us play. o_o

It's so hard to explain but we were grouped into two and then we had to make a circle. A very tight circle. As in no space between the two people beside you. And you had to be facing that person's back. Then everyone sits back so it's like we're sitting on the laps of the person behind us while the person in front of you is sitting on your lap. o_o -sighs- Woodrose would not have allowed that.

Anyway after that we also played this Sushi roll game. So we formed a line (doesn't have to be straight...it was more like a curvy G) then the person at the inner point of the curvy G would jump and turn around and bring the other person he's holding hands with him and then we all squish together like a sushi roll. It was kinda fun xD I bet it woulda been funnier to just watch though cause it was tiring to keep jumping.

Okay then after that game and another short break (and some stuff about our the school and what we need to know) we had another game but this time, everyone actually enjoyed it. It was like speed dating but it didn't have to be the opposite gender and it was more like being able to get to know one another more. It was way helpful but we didn't get to finish it cause we had to go to our campus tour. D:

Everyone was like, "wait! we wanna finish this! this game is actually helping us know each other!" and I totally agree. =/

Too bad we didn't finish it.
I found out that it was so easy for me to talk to girls...and so hard for me to talk to guys. o_o
Must be the all girls school thing i got going haha!
I remember someone having the same birth month as me though! June 22. I think it was a guy who said it...i forget the name though. D: -sighs- not good with names...well sometimes. xD

So then we had the campus tour and yaddah yaddah then we watched the cheersquad do their thing in the basketball court and they had a banner and then it ended...at 2:30pm.

WHEN IT SAID IT WOULD END AT 4:30 PM IN THE PAPER.
Soooo...I had to tell my car to come pick me up na. =/ and i had to wait...
...
...
and yeah that part just really annoyed me. D:
But other than that it was kinda fun.
I made a friend!
Well friend being we actually exchanged phone numbers (which reminds me, I have to change the wallpaper of my phone so I could save the embarassment of explaining who that person is...Kibum D: )

So there.

...

o_o

Yeah.
THE END. xD
So sleepy na.
I don't wanna check for grammatical or typographical errors. Dx

:(

2009-05-02T06:10:00.000-07:00

It hurts too much when people have to leave.

If the sky is the limit, then what is space, over the limit?

2009-04-30T04:11:00.000-07:00

Okay
I have been playing Suikoden non-stop for two days
o_o

I got hooked! Nyuuu!
I mean usually it's hard for me to get hooked to RPG games.
But in this DS game they actually talk so I got aliw. o_o
Oh no...if I find out the others can talk pala ...I'm...not gonna have a life.

THIS GAME IS SO LONG
D:

I NEED TO FILL THE FORMS AJDFGLAJKDGLAGFA...ugh. college.

If a word is mispelled in the dictionary, is it mispelled?

2009-04-28T05:53:00.000-07:00

I should fill out my forms for enrollment but i'm too tamad
Urgh.
I hate filling out forms. D8

And now I want a DSi because Lee said that it has wifi
And it's most probably free. D: as long as there's internet where you are.
Right?
I WANT. D8
OMG.
getting jealous
Well i'll see what Nino has first
Hahaha!
it helps me choose a color =/
When i see what color he chose

Anyway. today I watched 17 Again with Sophie and Mica. 8D t'was a beautiful movie hahaha
very woodrose. o_o
i mean like...in the whole...whatever
I'm tamad to go into details.

AND
I found out that my mom was in the Hong Kong airport at the same time Super Junior M was!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1
I'm so jealous right now it's not even funny.
D:

...yeah that's all.

And I feel unprepared for college.
but i guess everyone feels that way.

When everything is coming your way, you're in the wrong lane.

2009-04-23T07:32:00.000-07:00

Man. It's been awhile since I've experienced crying alone.
I hate it so much.
I feel so emo.

But it's all Pat's fault!
She made me cry. :(
Her last words to me were...something that shouldn't even be said outloud. D8
She's so LAME!

I mean I wasn't crying when Lee, Meek and I saw her off at the Airport (okay Shakey's but it was beside the airport)
but what got my tears running was her text message... D:

"Boarding on the plane now! I shall write long letters for you when I land but for now, pls now i love love love you. I can't and don't want to imagine life without you. Thanks for the best years ever! Sorry if I don't show it all the time but you guys are the best ppol i have ever met! Take care! God bless!"

-Pat

...Okay darnit. I'm crying again. After typing that.
I want to imagine...
that she actually just didn't leave
She's just grounded.
Her parents are so strict
That's why she can't go to our barkada outings anymore
We were supposed to watch 17 Again together
It's just that...she's grounded
or not allowed to go out like she always is
But at least I know she's still there
In Ayala Alabang, in her house near cuenca...in that dead end place...
Probably doing her pilates or watching educational or college videos.

I wouldn't have to worry about the time
If ever she's awake or not
If i can chat with her
or will i be asleep while she's online
I'm not even sure if I'm making any sense

Who's going to help me get through my life problems, now?
She was my Dr. Phil.
I don't feel ready to let go
not yet
i hate this D;

I can't wait for 6 years
Will we still remember each other?
Will we have still been in contact?
air-hugs aren't enough for me

It hurts so much
I've already had so much other important people leave me
..............................................

darnit D:
I just heard from soph that pat was crying on the plane
just great
brb getting more buckets for my tears. :(

Never hit a man with glasses. Hit him with a baseball bat.

2009-03-26T05:11:00.000-07:00

I wish I wasn't tamad to blog.
Well I shall blog now. 8D

So today we had graduation practice. I came kinda late...like...8:45 am. Hahaha! Then during the talk, ms. Q and ms. K had a bit of a squabble. I wonder if they're like that all the time. o_o I mean, I thought they were close being religion teachers and all hahaha!

Then we practiced our grad song. It's a nice song. I didn't know it'd be that slow but whatever. But I still wish it were in tagalog. Like what BC said about Erika's song. That would've been cool. Like Gng. said. When it's in your own native language, you feel it more. So yeah. It's her birthday btw today so HAPPY BIRTHDAY GNG!!!! Hahaha my tutor. o_o I wish I had her cellphone number so I could've greeted her.

Then after that I spontaneously invited myself to Leeann's house because I don't like being cooped up in my house. I like going out now! Hahaha! So I went to Lee's house and BC and Erika were there. Sayang. Sana I brought my piano book. It had lyrics of Disney Songs and Erika was in a singing mood at that moment. She should just seriously become famous already so she can record songs and I won't have to keep asking her to sing. I can just buy her CD and make it replay over and over again. :))

Wow it that redundant? D:

Anyway, BC and Erika left early. Like 20 minutes of being there lang hahaha. So I was with Lee and we watched a bit of Big Bang and Super Junior. Oh and before that we watched some Fred...

Then we watched Black Ship. Kuro...something haha forgot. Some Anime. Lee was showing it to me cause she tried to read the manga but gave up cause it was weird and decided to watch the anime with me. It's a good thing we were watching it together because if we watched it alone we would've died of boredom.

In the sypnosis or whatever, it said it's genre is comedy and supernatural...

BUT WHEN WE WATCHED IT...It revolved around murder, demons, hell, killing people. THIS IS NOT A COMEDY. After watching like 5 episodes, we only laughed TWICE. It was so weird. And there were lots of things that contradicted and the characters would be so bipolar!

Like the kid would be emo one second then happy the next.

Then there was one where there was this death god or reaper who had a scythe and he said that this can cut through anything so he was trying to kill this demon. Then somehow the tables were turned and the demon had the scythe and he was like, "since this can cut through anything, i'll cut you with it!" (okay, it was way more creative than what i said but that's this gist of it) then when he was about to stab the reaper with the scythe, some other weapon blocks the scythe and it can't cut through...I was like, "I THOUGHT THE SCYTHE COULD CUT THROUGH ANYTHING WTH?!?!?!?!"

...

Yeah. We laughed at that. I don't think they even made that part to be laughed at on purpose. Then a lot of the guy characters looked like girls but then it's anime and yeah pretty normal but still. And...some characters were kinda gay. D: Like the cross-dresser reaper. (YES THE REAPER WAS A CROSSDRESSER)

-sighs-

Then we went out to walk but then saw Matt and somehow he wouldn't let us go because he was grounded so he kept making us kwento about stuff hahaha. So random. o_o But then I started seeing mosquitos on top of our heads and I was like, "Okay Lee, let's go for a walk na!" So yeah, we left.

Then we met up (HALFWAY DAW) with Erika from her house. Then began walking around Guava. It was dark and there were lots of frogs and cockroaches. D: ergh. Oh and we stopped by Sophie's house and I wanted to see her so I called her name and waited...if she like heard. Then a car came and it was...someone I didn't like so I walked away. Haha I sorta left Lee and Erika. I was kinda rude. =/ But I really couldn't stand that person. I felt like...if I had stayed...I would've said something mean so I had to go.

Then Lee said that I was making a face and she thought I was mad that they didn't follow me kaagad but I wasn't. o_O I think I just looked mad at the fact that I had to see that person's face but I wasn't mad at them. Lee...don't jump to conclusions. xD I seriously wasn't making a face at you guys.

Okay then after walking around we got to Erika's and watched a bit of American Idol then they made us eat dinner! Mashed Potatoes and Corned Beef. Mmm~

Thanks so much for that~ 8D

Then got picked up by Lee's dad and went home! Woot! End of my day. :)

Why do companies offer you "free gifts?" Since when has a gift NOT been free?

2009-03-18T06:17:00.000-07:00

Wahaha!! Last Retreat with WR Batch 2009 ever!!!! :((
It makes me feel so sad. I'm really going to miss everyone.

When we had the Batch Activity, I thought it would be boring and no one would cry but...I cried! Waaaah!!! I cried when Ana Del was telling me stuff and it just depressed me how everything's not going to be the same again. x.x

Anyway. My barkada and I stayed in Laguna Hills. That's a first for us because we were in West Wing last year. I had low expectations for Laguna Hills because I thought the food would not be as good as West Wing. In the end, I was right. The food wasn't as good as West Wing's food. But even if the please wasn't as big as West Wing, the bedroom's were a lot bigger that could fit the whole barkada!

And I guess I also liked how it was less people and quieter, making it easier for me to concentrate in talking and praying to God. o_o And Father Penacova is SO CUTE!!! :)) He's like one of the funniest priests ever!! He laughs at his own jokes and makes the funniest expressions! And he has awesome green eyes. 8D

Then when Father Belarmino (spelling??) came by to give us his talk thing, we saw his YM! it was frbelarmino (okay basta it's fr and then his last name which I'm not sure of the spelling) It was so funny! :)) We were like, "Father! Can we add you??" Hahaha! Then we can have confession or spiritual direction with him whenever he's online or something :)) weird.

Oh and in the last day of the retreat, our last meal would be lunch, and the servers did the NICEST THING EVER! They had this whole set up where our food was in like some buffet thing and then there was music playing (like old songs, I forgot what but it's those classy ones) and then there were even decorations and it was so nice of them! We said thank you to them! 8D Hehe they're so cute!

And yeah. I'm tamad to enumerate the other things that happened but it was fun. The things we did were:

1.) Eat
2.) Sleep
3.) Pray

...I'm serious. After we eat, we go straight to our rooms and rest. Then after we rest, we go and pray in the chapel. Then after the chapel, we eat again and it's a cycle.

8D Then there. Hehe!

If electricity comes from electrons, does morality come from, morons?

2009-03-06T03:31:00.000-08:00

I can't believe it. It was the last day today. o_o
March 6, 2009.
Shoot.

IV-A! Even though I didn't want to be in that class since I felt OP most of the time, all the funny moments I'm able to share with everyone, I'm going to cherish all that. :)

Like the random moments of Cowper. And how I can just randomly hug anyone like Marion, BC, De Guia, Lorena and whoever else. Being kulit by Lorraine and Pat Rem to get my prom pic. Hearing Roseanne's singing voice in between classes and sometimes during classes (that's eco for you). Pat Rem and the things she sells. Erika Reyes with her awesome and hilarious side comments "Ayan na, Wala na. Uwi ka na." Having a mom and grandmother as our class adviser. (Mama C and GNG ftw!) Bong, Lorraine, Nikka and Erika's weirdest dances and songs that they just randomly make. Gushi always there to help people out when needed. (GMA! FTW!)

Though I admit I wasn't entirely happy about spending my senior life in a different section from my whole barkada, it was still all a great experience.

And I wouldn't have it any other way.

But now we're known as Batch 2009.

The last time we'll ever be mentioned as a part of IV-A...will be grad. :)

...I hope I graduate. o_o
Haha! Seriously. I have this weird feeling that I won't. I need to pass Philo. I really don't wanna have summer since I'll barely have a summer what with CSB starting on May. xD

If two wrongs don't make a right, then how come two negatives make a positive?

2009-02-14T02:14:00.000-08:00

YAY! I GOT IN BENILDE!!! 8D
Okay. Now I am happeh. But I will not give in to senioritis pa rin. 8D

Anyway. Today. Is. Valentine's Day. Wow. xD
Hahaha.
I greeted my daddeh!

...

Yeah~ 8D

And hmm...oh o_O my mom bought me na a new laptop. For my graduation gift.
...
This is her plan. She says if I don't graduate. She's gonna take it back. :))

Yeah. Instead of making myself work hard so I can get a laptop...she already gives me one. So it's like, with it, I work harder because I don't want it to be taken away. 8D

Yeah. That's my mom's tactics. She did that to my older sister. She bought her Tiffany jewelry (Original hah! from New York pa.) o_O And also told her it's a graduation gift and that if she doesn't pass then she'll take it back. :))

Haaay~

I'd like to help you out. Which way did you come in?

2009-02-13T06:40:00.000-08:00

How can this guy be 25 years old...turning 26 this year?! ...(on the same day as me btw 8D) Oh Nino. xD

...yeah this is one of the most recent pics...of him. o_O

If olive oil comes from olives, where does baby oil come from?

2009-02-13T04:11:00.000-08:00

Ah. A lonely friday night. o_O
Well my younger sister celebrated her bday but ohpleeeease :))
Like I would go out with her and her little friends. >.>
My seniority! Hahaha!

And tomorrow shall be as boring. Well I have piano but realleh. o_O
Which reminds me I should practice.

Oh and I just watched Kara perform their newest song "Honey"
8D It's pretty catchy.
I mean not as funny as "Pretty Girl"
...'if you wanna pretty?'
Yeah...
Anyway and the cool thing is Nicole raps! 8O didn't see that one coming. :))
Haha~

Well that is all. o_o good night!

I bought myself a parrot. The parrot talked. But it did not say, "I'm hungry." So it died.

2009-02-11T06:07:00.000-08:00

Lalala. o_O Um. Yeah. Anyway. I dunno na. Hahaha
I'm done with IP? 8D
Glad i didn't have to cram that! Hahaha.
And I did creative writing.

AND my mom bought a new printer! Now it doesn't make loud sounds, doesn't shake the whole stand of the computer and doesn't wake up the whole neighborhood when I print. 8D it's awesome.

It's also a scanner,...xerox'er...and...picture printing er. o_O and...yeah. I think.

It's name is Brother.
No srsly it says brother. o_o

anyway. I wanna ride carpool na for college. 8D
That's actually the only thing i'm looking forward to realleh. =.=
...

...

...

Oh and today I got to play piano with Armaine in the music room! Haha FINALLY. Well technically we played the keyboard cause they locked up the pianos...SRSLY WHY DO PEOPLE HAVE TO LOCK PIANOS. THEN WHAT IS ITS USE IF NOT BE PLAYED?!
-.-
Mancom's idea.
tsss....

One day I was riding an escalator and tripped. I was falling down the stairs for an hour and a half.

2009-02-09T04:08:00.001-08:00

I'm glad I passed...o_o okay except for Philo. Well techinically I passed Philo 3rd quarter...it's just that my average is phail so I must work harder. =.=

OKAY!

Haha somehow I dunno why I don't have senioritis. o_O
Also Kat Pertz!!
8D

We're awesome like that?

Why is the word abbreviation so long?

2009-02-02T03:01:00.000-08:00

I wish I could contribute for my Eco Group in the business thing but I srsly suck at entrepreneurship and i got low on that and yeah. D:

So i shall sit back and be ordered around na lang since i can't contribute much. D: Huwaaah.

Um what else. Oh...I wish...I could go to Bangkok on Feb 6 and 7...BECAUSE TWO OF MY HUSBANDS WILL BE THERE. Yes Taemin and Kibum-- HOTWAIT THREE PALA...Henry will also be there...well I hope hahaha. AND I WOULD BE SO HAPPY...Er...I wonder if BoA's gonna be there but oh wells. It could've been 4 husbands but I divorced Changmin. D; -sighs- IF ONLY YOU WERE A GOOD PERSON...or didn't reveal much stuff that I didn't need to know...=.=

And today...was yeah. o.o

Oh kay. there. xD

If it wasn't for the TV and the fridge being so far apart, some of us wouldn't exercise at all.

2009-01-20T03:08:00.000-08:00

It was Papa Kangin's...so HAPPY BIRTHDAY~~~ Heehee~ 8D

...Oh and. o_o I wanna help someone out like real bad...and so does the rest of us.
We hope that you know that we care. We really do care. Even though sometimes...we may make you OP during some of the discussions...don't worry sometimes even I get OP...but we haven't stopped caring about you so we really wanna help :) but for us to help is for you to tell us everything about this. =D so yeah. <3

Isn't is it a bit unnerving that doctors call what they do "practice"?

2009-01-01T23:22:00.000-08:00

YAY! My 100th post. 8D
o_o erm. But it's not like anyone cares. T_T
No one reads my blog much.
Cause people can't really relate to the things I say. So yeah. D; why bother?

Anyweh. It was Sungmin's Birthday SO HAPPY BIRTHDAY MR. PINK CUTIE! 8D
And yeah. o_o There.

DUDE. I swear this popped blood vessel thing in my eye sucks. Like...I think there's still 6 more days till it's gonna disappear. And I think I'm gonna be major cramming my...Creative Writing. o_o
Ohwells. Hahahahahahaha. That's me laughing nervously.

Aaaaaand...what else. Well I have been bored. o_o Yeah. Been bored. Nothing to do. D: No one visits me! -hint hint- haha nah just kidding. I don't even know who I'm hinting to. D: No one even reads this!

Um...and...yeah there. o.o I'm so bored. asdfghjkl;'
Where's my driver? D: I need to drop off something ergh.

If someone with multiple personalities threatens to kill himself, is it considered a hostage situation?

2008-12-31T02:18:00.000-08:00

DUDE. ASDFGHJKL:"
FIREWORKS ADD TO POLLUTION?!
=/

Urgh. I don't want fireworks. D: They're loud and they pollute the air.
...and they're loud. Like extremely loud. Like I CAN'T SLEEP WITH ALL THESE NOISE LOUD.

o_o

Of course that's just me.
Most of the world find Firework's awesome and romantic and...cool.
But...D= yeah.

asdfghjkl;'
Okay so anyway. YAY 2009!!!
Hahaha. =D
I'm so happeh. SUPER JUNIOR'S NEW ALBUM WILL BE COMING OUT
THAT MEANS...NEW MUSIC VIDEO
NEW PERFORMANCES
SUPER JUNIOR BACK TOGETHER AGAIN
MORE KIBUM
my husband whom i miss so much.
o.o and yeah.

The only not so good is Henry. No more Henry for awhile. But that still kinda makes me happy cause I hope that SM will make him go back to his place (Canada) so he can spend time with his family...

oh and HONGKI!!! I hope you'll be okay. ;_; why must you be in the hospital...PAPA KANGIN PLEASE TAKE CARE OF YOUR BABY BROTHER!!! (okay whatever you're not really related but you two really look alike...)

and HYORI LEE!!! D= (kazu's girlfriend) Please get better!! ;__; can't believe you lost 15 pounds in 10 days. THAT'S NOT HEALTHY!!!! waaah don't over do pleeeease.

...Oh I just realized Hongki and Hyori is like one of my favorite pairings. 8D Yes I like to pair them up. Ehehe~~

BTW DUDE WHEN I OWN DISNEY THERE WILL BE NO MORE FIREWORKS IN DISNEYLAND. =/ yeah you got that right. xD hahaha. and...oh my yaya just came. eating time. o_o okay. LAST MEAL OF 2008? yes. xD

Why do we drive on the parkway and park in the driveway?

2008-12-26T05:17:00.000-08:00

So Christmas. Ahh~ Last Christmas as a highschool student.

I've been to like...7 christmas parties. D=
But none of them were with relatives.

I guess I'm kinda jealous of other some of the other people's christmas'
They get to have it with their relatives.
Out of those 7, I think like...3 or 4 were my family and another family's whole clan. o_O
Like my family would stand out cause we're not part of their family and it's just so awkward and depressing. D: Seeing them being happy with their own families...i wish my family were like that.
I wish I could visit my relatives from america.
I love them so much.
I wish they could come and visit too since I hate the long plane trips.

asdfghjkl;'
I just wanna seem them again!
Calling them on the phone just doesn't feel enough...
It gets awkward after the normal questions are asked.
I wanna hug all of them.

I wanna spend Christmas with my Dad...
It's been...9 christmas'...without dad.
:(

Then I dunno why we didn't spend Christmas with my second cousins instead since my first cousins (both sides of the family) are all in America. But then I think my second cousins and their family might've spent Christmas with the other side of their families (like their own first cousins) in the province or something.

:(

ugh. and i'm not sadistic so knowing that there are other people that have sadder christmas' than me makes me sadder, okay? D: i feel bad enough. u.u

so there. D: i guess that was my christmas.
On the positive side: the food was good.

o.o yeah. that's it.

Whoever said nothing is impossible never tried slamming a revolving door.

2008-12-21T02:42:00.000-08:00

Then the barkada christmas party was awesooooome...in a way haha.
So first it was Kaycee, Soph, Mica, Amaw and I. We all went to Zenses. AN AWESOME RESTAURANT YOU GUYS SHOULD TRY OUT. We had reservations. 8D It was kinda cool cause Amaw's bro was best friends with the owner. So yeah. Awesome. Then there was a Wii place outside the restaurant so while waiting for our food we played cooking mama!!!! Hahaha~ fun~

So babaw. Mica cannot cook. =/

And then...the food came. IT WAS DELICIOUS. Like omg drool. HAVE YOU EVER HAD LYCHI? ...okay i dunno how to spell that fruit was it kiwi or lichi...laichi...lichy...laichy...D= UGH BASTA. The fruit...HAVE YOU EVER HAD THAT IN A MEAL? Surprisingly...it was good as a meal. As in REALLY GOOD. then Chicken with lemon and crysanthemum sauce thingy. Sooo goooood. D= Then some beef that was also good. D: ugh. It was the best. It's like the kinda food you see in iron chef. Hahaha. Then...what else...uhhh....

Oh then they made ice cream in front of us...COOLEST THING EVER. Liquid nitrogen is AWESOME. So the ice cream they gave us was like...if you ate it alone it's just like milk...then they gave us these flavorings...and it was the essences of flowers. o_o IT WAS AMAZING. WE ATE FLOWERS. HAHAHA. The flavors were rose and lavender. The rose was shocking at first bite but then it starts to taste sweet and strawberry like and it's soooo good. D:

Then there was kettle corn...and suddenly they put in liquid nitrogen in the kettle corn...and...IT WAS AWESOME. It was cold and then when you took a bite from it, smoke comes out!!!!! IT WAS SOOOO COOOOL!!!!! 8D

Liquid Nitrogen...I want some. Hahaha.
We were like asking the waiter and chef if we could have some liquid nitrogen...how much it was and where can we buy it hahahaha.

Haaa~ then after that...went back to Soph's house and did nothing much. just ate KFC and watched some movies like Make It Happen, Quest for Camelot and Swan Princess. The usual hahaha.

Then Carmel suddenly appears for two minutes then leaves. o_o it went by so fast hahaha.

Then Kat Pertz came and then yeah. The only ones left for the sleepover were me, soph and kat. so there. hahaha xD that was the partay~

The difference between ignorance and apathy? I don't know, and I couldn't care less.

2008-12-21T02:27:00.000-08:00

So the mabolo party was quite fun. =D A lot of people came by~

So I went to Lee's house like at 1...and found Kaye, Lea, Zars and Lee trying to nap. ...I would have none of it cause I was hyper. xD So I was like asking them if we could go out and whatever. Then Lee was like trying to find something to wear. o_o Took her...so long...to find an outfit. Hahaha. xD

And then Kaye, Zars, Lee and I went to the park leaving Lea to nap. Then we were like all on the swings for like 15 minutes. o_o just swinging. Kaye and my legs started to hurt but we still kept swinging. Lee was swinging weird...like really weird hahaha. and then...we went back to lea then i fell asleep so i had a nap of my own ...o_o

then bc and carla came whoo!!!!!!!! then we all ate good food that was there on Lee's dining table. 8D hahaha. I loved...the chicken and gravy...and carbonara. and the rice was unique!!! 8D

Then after that...uhh...Jacob and Naomi came! Whoo~ so I was talking to Jacob for awhile. (Yes I am talking about yanna o.o or marianna...i dunno how to spell. basta luis' younger sister.) then James and Matt came. BC wanted to leave right away hahaha. xD Silly girl. o_o Then I left the room and hung out with Jacob and Naomi outside. Cause if I stayed inside i would've laughed at BC's attempt to be anti-social. o_o I think. Well I dunno what happened inside. xD Hahaha. I just would've laughed at BC's uncomfortableness...I guess? I WAS BEING A GOOD FRIEND?! Or am I? Well whatever. o_o

So everyone was having fun inside and I was outside then BC had to leave and right after BC left, Maica came and that was kinda funny. xD

Then after that I can't remember what happened. There was a point where Erika, Lor and Ana came... and I think also other people but I can't remember. D=

Then suddenly we were going to the Tavern Cove thing. So there. We were walking like zombies. or a cult. and Matt had a pellet gun. o_o yeah. That was cult-ish...

hahaha.

Then we met up with Armaine, Soph and Pat and I think some other people but my memory seems to be failing me. Then we met a korean guy with a baby from a window of a nursery school that looked like a house! they had flat screen tv pa. o_o nakanaman.

Then Lee was yelling some korean stuff...then he said something in korean and we were like, "???!?!?!" and then I randomly yelled Super Junior. o_O ...cause they rock. HAHAHA. Yeah...and then we left but not without saying Bye! 8D

Then we went back to Lee's place then ate again then started talking about random stuff. Amaw and Mica and Carmel came later on. Kat pertz ditched us for her communist family friends people haha i dunno. o_o She was really interested in them. She told us the next day how she shared similar views about whatever with them. ....that girl...O_o i swear hahaha. xD

Anyway then some of Lee's other friends who we didn't know came like, Cino...Chino? I think that's how you spell...? and Jordan from Australia. =D Cool australian accent! and then...Anton. I kept thinking of Chekov though. o_o Haynaku I totally got wrong in that number in the Lit LT. Anyway what else...uh...-.- hmm...trying to remember.

Oh then Pots and James suddenly appeared out of nowhere. ...then...there. =/ okay not that interesting hahaha.

...Then talked about stuff...all I can remember is talking about Zorro. o_o and how if he was from Spain or from Mexico. Er....yeah? D: ohwells. Hahaha.

Then left. o.o Hahaha. xD That's all I can remember.

If "poli" means many, and "tics" mean bloodsucking creatures, then what does "politics" mean?

2008-12-21T02:15:00.000-08:00

Ah. Last Christmas Barkada Party. But Pat, Lee and Minky weren't there. o_o and Carmel was there for 2 minutes. and Kaycee was only there in the beginning. and yeah. D:

That's kinda sad. =/ i mean...it is the last and all. but oh well.

So first the Christmas Party Kwento in School!

Uhh...what happened again? Um...oh Mancom eating our food. o_O TSSSS... asdfghjkl;'
Hay naku. They're rich enough to get their own freakin' food why do they have to steal from us students who are already paying the freakin' school 100 thousands bucks. WHY?! D:

So BC and I were secretly glaring at them...

Oh and the presentations were more bonga than last year but woodrose sound system sucks so i hope MANCOM does something about it. >_____>

I felt so teary-eyed when Erika Katalbas was singing during the Chorale performance. o_o I srsly don't know why!!! Hahaha. She's just that good? xD And the chorale was awesome too. Maica and Roseanne were awesome too! 8D Yes everyone. Also BC and Lee were awesome. Okay my grammar is getting horrible but whatever. BC looked so ganado playing the drums. TOTALLY IN THE ZONE. Lee was like going wild with the nugget thing hahaha. She kinda reminded me of this Riku cosplayer...I think it was cause of her hair. o_o (I will show you the vid Lee...o_o)

Then I also got teary-eyed when the Seniors band were singing 'My Heart' and then all the seniors sang with them in the chorus, "Sing me a song~ and I'll sing it back to you~" Well I think that's the lyrics hahaha. xD It was a touching moment. Overwhelming for me. o_o

NIKKI CONE. Is so funny. o_o In her fat-santa suit thing. Omg that girl was trying to pull pa a wedgie and I don't think she knew we were all pointing and laughing from a far. Hahaha I mean this in a good way. 8D

Okay...what else...oh Mariane looked like a Jpop singer. Then I showed her a video of Nino wearing almost the EXACT same thing Mariane was wearing. All she needed was a thin black tie and BA-BAM. o_o Hahahaha xD that was fun.

Oh and Amaw singing to 7 things and other Miley Cyrus songs. o_O I swear that girl is a FAN. a closet FAN! did I use that expression right? D= well whateber.

I will make another post for the Mabolo Partay. =D

Is it possible for someone to become addicted to therapy? And If so, how would you treat them?

2008-12-18T03:52:00.000-08:00

Hmm...so i guess everything is okay now.
I'm kinda happy.
Got to let it all out. =D
And I kinda liked the outcome.

THANKS TO EVERYONE WHO HELPED ME GET THROUGH THIS. 8D

Ahaha~ Well yeah enough about the past. o_o

Let's see what's in my future...oh...I'M NOT GOING TO HONG KONG!!! D: When will I ever meet any of my husbands?! HUH? MY HUSBANDS!!!! D= Hay naku. Henry...I'm sorry. D: I guess...next time? OR NEVER? Nah maybe more of next time. I mean Super Junior M won the most popular group in China...and Hong Kong...is kinda China but not but still?! o_O

...Urgh. And what else.

Oh BC sprained her knee I think. o_O or stretched a muscle. Well...she's weird cause she's actually happy. her life has become "exciting" hahaha. o_o

And we just had the batch 2009 yearbook pics. THE SUN IN MY EYES. NOT A PRETTY SIGHT. D: I BET I LOOK HORRIBLE IN THE PICTURE then again I can't really be seen so whatever.

Oh and I must learn more piano songs from youtube. o_o it's kinda fun but I wish I didn't have to go downstairs and yeah. OKAY TAMAD TALKING..

...then Mabolo party tomorrow! =D YAY!!! Hahaha.

If a cow laughs hard, does milk come out its nose?

2008-12-15T03:08:00.000-08:00

So today. I totally failed music.
Like big time.
I'M SORRY BC, KARS, MARA, MELA AND GRACE! IZ AL MEH FAULT WE WILL FAIL CAUSE OF ME D= WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH!!!!

...

Anyway I am surprised Onew is 20 (haha random).

Hmm...Oh yeah and Cathy told me she divorced her one and only husband today. D: Aww...
Dude I am planning to divorce one of my husbands because I found out that...
Well basta it's super not a good thing and I dunno if I should divorce him BUT I HAVE SO MUCH PICTURES OF HIM WHAT SHOULD I DO HE'S SO CUTE AND ...actually I think I'm just after his looks. >_> ergh. asdfghjkl;'

Ugh. I'll make the pros and cons and then decide.
asdfghjkl;'
So ANNOYED WHY CHANGMIN WHY?!?!?!

Anyway. What else? o_o
Oh I have to buy pwesents. I NEED TO BUY PWESENTS FOR MEH FRIENDS!!!!!!!!!! D:

Oh and I have learned lots of piano songs through youtube...WHO KNEW YOUTUBE COULD BE SO USEFUL. Maybe it was just me. o_o I somehow learn faster when it's shown to me. And there are lots of tutorials in youtube. So I am happy because it is awesome.

Oh and it's so funny awhile ago, Ana was saying how she and BC are gonna get married. Then I was like saying, you can't marry someone from the same poor barkada! We're too poor to marry each other! And then Ana was like, "OH S***! DIVORCE NOW! WAIT! I'M TOO POOR FOR A DIVORCE!!!!" o_o Hahahaha. xD Ana. So funny that girl.

8D the end.

If your parents never had children, chances are you won’t either.

2008-12-14T03:07:00.000-08:00

Okay so today. I have piano again at 4-5.
...and I did everything na before the day could end so YAY ME?! 8D
Whoo~

Hahaha. But then again I have to color my theo. Eh. Ohwells

Ohyeah and I'm gonna die in music. Like way die. O_o UGH PHAILURE.

Oh and HAPPY BIRTHDAY ONEW~~~~ <3

OK, so what's the speed of dark?

2008-12-13T05:58:00.000-08:00

Hectic. D:
Omg. I'm so gonna die for music.
HEAR THAT BC? WE'RE GONNA FAIL MUSIC CAUSE OF ME!!!!
...

Anyway. Today I went to Dentist for cleaning. o_O yeah. It's weird how I haven't seen my dentist in awhile. Of course people who haven't had braces wouldn't understand >_>

And then after that went to the Mall to do Christmas Shopping for Trizia. o_o like for her friends. I was being so kuripot. o_O Hahaha. xD In the end we got 16 nice gifts for...600 bucks? I'M GOOD RIGHT? 8D

okay maybe not. D: but it's progress? Okay whatever. Hahaha i don't even understand myself.

Then when Triz and I were on our way to buy popcorn for my mama, we were suddenly stopped by an Apple person...you know...from the apple store. Anyway she told us we can get a free postcard pic and play this iphone game and if we're top 5 for the day we win a shirt or bottle whatever. And if we're still in top 5 after the week i think, we win an iphone. So...distraction! My mom came and got the money and bought the popcorn herself while my sister and I tried out the free stuff. o_O Cause...it's free. I'M POOR LIKE THAT. hahaha. Anyway yeah.

The mini canon printer was so cool...and the iphone game was like a race game...and i suck at those. Like there were only 7 people who have played and i was top 5 but that was in the morning so i don't think i'd make it...cause later on in the day i saw lots of guys crowding that place where i played it so i was like, "Fine...D: nevermind." hahaha.

After that went back home to eat lunch. My yaya made sushi. I was amazed. o_O so I told her to make me baon sushi on monday! woot~

Then went back to ATC for IP with Mara. Had to buy materials for our ping pong experiment.
Then went to Mara's house. We talked about Secret Santa for awhile. SHE TOTALLY DIDN'T KNOW WHO HER S.S. WAS. HAHAHA
...

anyway. thur. then i was 30 minutes late for piano. o_O
and i'm so gonna fail music

oh snd i was also doing math...
take home quiz
it took me like 5 tries until i got it =.= ugh math.

An optimist is someone who falls off the Empire State Building, and after 50 floors says, 'So far so good!'

2008-12-12T00:28:00.000-08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SEUNGRI AND MINHO!

Well it was Minho's bday like...2 days ago. Hahaha. 8D

Yeah. So. There.

Anyway! Today in school. o_o cried a bit. So awkward am I. Haha. o_o
Yeah. It was awkward. At least Alyssa, Ana and Eunice were there for meeeh~ 8D

Hmm...yeah I felt OP again but whatever. I'm trying to surpress the emotion. o_o I mean I do that all the time anyweh. It's just that it was hard to keep it in again. So yeah. Anyway. Thur. o_o

I am excited for the Mabolo party! =D
I hope lots of people go. D:
Cause it's a mabolo party.
Those parties are always fun~

Hmm...oh and my Lit Discussion was moved to Monday. -.- Hay naku. I WAS SO READY. D:
YEVGONY KENSHVICH WHATEVER HIS NAME IS. I don't really care. =/

And then I'm gonna be so busy this weekend. o.o

I have to do IP tomorrow. So go to Mara's place and then xerox sheet for music and then have piano lesson so i'll ask my teacher if we can do the music project i have cause i'm so gonna die on monday and then i have to do my theo drawing and then study for lit and then do the take-home math quiz which i wish i could've done in school but i am such a lazy bum.

...and study for physics quiz about liquid pressure, pascal and those stuff. D: UGH.

DARN SCHOOL.

Oh and during 1st period of Math, we were talking about our Christmas Party. Mrs. Carreon was panicking kasi so she gave up her subject for the christmas party. BC and I were saying bad stuff about ManCom. Hahaha. Like how they're probably living the life with the 100 million they have. Then they're inviting pa themselves to our christmas party so we have to serve 50 people...asdfghjkl;' THEY ARE SO ANNOYING. THEY SHOULD BE THE ONES GIVING US MONEY FOR OUR CHRISTMAS PARTY! WHERE IS THE CHRISTMAS SPIRIT?! I BET THEY CELEBRATE THEIR OWN CHRISTMAS PARTY WITH WINE AND SHRIMP AND RICH STUFF THAT THEY WON'T SHARE WITH STUDENTS. o_o

I mean what do they do all day?! Sign papers...oh I'm sorry i mean STAMP (MAKES LIFE EASIER HUH?!) ...and then what?! They think of what to do for our school! They add RULES AND LAWS THAT WE MUST FOLLOW...SOMETIMES STUPID RULES LIKE...wearing uniform on Family Day when going to school WHAT?! WHAT?! WHAT!? ...-.- ugh. So annoying. o_o

BC...let's rally...after we graduate. 8D

I'm going to start thinking positive, but I know it won't work.

2008-12-11T02:40:00.000-08:00

RANT: I feel really sad. D:
Like I feel neglected or left-out. During lunch and recess. Sometimes during classes.
But mostly by my own barkada...I mean not including Lee and Kat Pertz. It's mostly those in section C.
I dunno. I'm sorry for being kinda specific. But...it's like I can't relate to them anymore. Is it because I'm not their classmate? Actually I can't relate sometimes to Lee and Kat Pertz, cause they have class stuff too. I'm just all alone in my own class. So during Recess and Lunch, I feel OP. I never felt OP before. ......-sighs-
asdfghjkl;''
depression.
Can't relate to inside jokes.
Sophie, Pat, Mica and Amaw are having a party thing but only for their class barkada. It's like a way to rub it in my face.
-.- sorry, i just felt bitter about it.
I mean there's kwento that they share that they don't even share with me anymore. It hurts. When I overhear their kwentos to each other and I'm just like, "What? Who's that? When was this?" Then I feel like it's become such an annoyance...that maybe I should just keep my questions to myself cause it's not like I deserve to know anyway.

Then I don't really have much company during classes as well. There's BC but she can't be by my side forever. She has other friends...unlike me. D:

I mean I know I'm not like Leeann who can befriend practically anyone she sets her eyes on. I'm just a shy person? well I don't open up much. Or I just can't befriend people as fast. ....I'm way too shy to start a conversation.

For example (random scenario)

Person and I are standing beside each other:

In my mind
Should I talk to this person beside me? I think I should...But what should I talk about? No that'd be so awkward wag na lang! ...but it's so quiet and I wanna talk to someone. But what to talk about! Oh is that a DS? I have one too! If I bring mine out...NO! So awkward urgh. But it'd look so fun...if we both played our DS' together and became friends! Okay I'll try to start a conversation... hello---

-person leaves na-

me: ...D:

Yeah so it's something like that. o_O I can't handle it. I can't handle this. -.- When will I get over this? It's so annoying these moments of depression I get. I want them to go away. I thought eating chocolates would work and make me feel better. o_o Well it did for awhile. It seems like my only happiness is when I'm in gate 3. D:

It feels homey...and I don't feel OP. I feel like I finally belong somewhere. Where i can just talk casually and be myself.

-.- i feel like crying. I seem like such a useless person.

Kazu's Hair In The Future!

2008-12-10T04:35:00.001-08:00

Yeah that's pretty much it. o_o

If you're going to walk on thin ice, you might as well dance.

2008-12-10T01:16:00.000-08:00

Today started amazingly. o_o

So I was on my way to my classroom (IV-A) and then when I went in...I saw...a glass of orange juice in my cubbyhole.

I wanted to laugh but I didn't so I settled for smiling in an embarrassed fashion. It was weird and strange. I didn't know what to think of it so I just walked away from it. Then I noticed the earlier people who came to school before me, were like looking and smiling at me. So that was kinda weird and suspicious. Then I looked at my desk and saw...BREAKFAST?

As in there was a red cloth over my desk...then a green place mat. Then there was a plate (a REAL PLATE) and like...such presentation. o_o I was like, "WTH?!" When I looked inside the plate (because it was being covered by ANOTHER REAL PLATE) it had hash brown, egg, sausages and rice. It was amazing. o_o Kinda reminded me of Princess Sarah. (I DUNNO WHY I THINK IT'S CAUSE I CAN'T AFFORD THIS KIND OF BREAKFAST AND I'M POOR AND ALL) So yeah. I was like really happy but getting embarrassed at the same time cause people were like, "You're so lucky! Your Secret Santa did this for you!" AND I JUST REALLY WANNA KNOW WHO MY SECRET SANTA IS SO I CAN THANK HER.

I also felt bad cause I was gonna give my own Santita, a small teddy bear with a godiva chocolate...THEN I WALK IN TO THIS?! My gulay. *_*

I still can't even believe that it happened. D:

Haaaaay~

Anyway what else happened today. Oh for compo, after the continuation of the LT, we went to the projection room...then when we came back from there (because I put the whole set up with the plates and place mat stuff on top of the cubbyholes) ...IT WAS GONE. o_o I was like asdfghjkl;'!!!! I wanted to keep an eye out and see who my secret santa was! Everyone already knew because it was obvious daw who it was. D:

But the only person I suspect is Lorraine! But I can't imagine her doing that for me. o_o I mean it's so extravagant. And we're not close. So it's gotta be someone else?

Oh and during dismissal...I was suddenly pulled away from entering IV-B by Christella. She asked me to ask Kaye Tan what kind of desserts she liked. o_o That was really random because she literally made hila my arm and pulled me to the side. So yeah. Then I awkwardly asked Kaye Tan what her favorite sweets were...then I asked Zars to sound less suspiscious. Then when I walked out of the classroom...Christella was walking to IV-C so I followed her and then she turned to me and was like, "SO WHAT DESSERTS DOES SHE LIKE?" It's so funny how she sounds so excited. But she's not at all excited with her own Secret Santa...o_o

Cause Gabbe made kwento that she left a message (since she was Christella's secret santa) on Christella's desk. Like a note or whatever. Saying to come to school early and that she'll give her breakfast. Then Christella turned to the whole class and was like, "I'm coming to school at 7:30!"
Gabbe was so hurt. xD She was planning sana to buy her Starbucks. AHAHAHA poor Christella...if only she KNEW. o_o

And the Volleyball Varsity jackets look so cool. So stylish. *_* inside and out. the the inside it's like siiiilk.

...Oh I have to do my creative writing. o_o urgh. Okay.

I love this secret santa stuff. o_o I even have a barkada secret santa now. But I dunno what to do cause I'm kinda tamad...xD

Oh and I spray painted with Green Team! Yeah. It was fun. o_o We had to run away from the fumes! WAHAHAHA. o_o okay. THEN ARMAINE BECAME PISSED AT LEEANN...no i'm just kidding.

Oh and Maica said I was awesome today. =D She also said that yesterday which I said yesterday in my blog or did I but I'm too tamad to check so whatever na lang.

...Oh and I got to talk to Eunice's younger-est sister and one of Maica's sisters...I kept patting their heads. o_o THEY ALL HAD THE SAME-ISH HAIRSTYLE. ...or did they. Well I know the little yatco sisters had the same headband...hairband. WHAT. o_o i dunno anymore.

I'm going to start thinking positive, but I know it won't work.

2008-12-09T05:15:00.000-08:00

My day. Was. Well. I am trying to be...a good secret santa. 8D
Hahaha~

o_o yeah. Anyway. thur. so. yeah.

Ugh. D: WHAT ELSE SHOULD I DO?! GIVE FOOD? ...o_o not a bad idea...okay i will give food!!! 8D

Now I am talking to myself. Great. I am so uninteresting. D:
I swear.

But Maica said I was awesome!
She followed her to do list. 8D Ahuhuhu~
...

NOW I SHALL GO LOOK FOR A VIDEO OF JUNSU'S TWIN JUNHO OKAY?

I don't get even, I get odder.

2008-12-07T01:05:00.000-08:00

So today I just had the CSB exam and I'm not sure if I'm so gonna fail that or not. o_o
It was like BC and I were on a date...except...a nerdy one cause we took an exam together.
@_@ urgh. That's so weird.

Anyway my little sister keeps singing Hairspray songs. That girl is so late. >_>
And I should be studying for Economics but I'm kinda tamad because I don't know anything and I think I'm just gonna fail...like really.

Plus my mom keeps talking about Twilight. She's just like,

Mom: Blah blah Twilight blah blah Edward blah Cullen blah blah

and I'm just like,

Me: I HAVEN'T EVEN READ THE BOOK, MOM. I CAN'T BELIEVE YOU'RE TRYING TO RELATE WITH ME.

...Hahaha okay I wasn't that harsh but yeah. o_o She watched the interviews of Robert and the girl-who-played-Bella-and-whose-name-escapes-me on youtube! So yeah pretty much--OH HOLY SO THAT'S WHAT I FORGOT TO DO.

I FORGOT TO DO MY CREATIVE WRITING. No wonder I felt like something was missing. =.=
I was looking at my planner book and was like, "Whaaaat? Just eco news analysis?" ...

Okay. So now I'm busy. D: asdfghjkl;'
But I wanna learn the Rising Sun dance. -.- So tempting...it's just 5:00...o_o urgh.

No one ever says, "It's only a game" when their team is winning.

2008-12-01T03:25:00.000-08:00

I have been making kolikot my cellphone.
8D the new one... okay it's technically not mine it's my ate's...
since my other one broke but whatever...
I am using it 8D That's all that counts.
Okay I don't make sense.....................

I LOVE MY RINGTONE. HAHAHA.

Anyway....

OH THIS STUPID ANTI-FAN HIT CHANGMIN WITH HER BA
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I hate that girl. D: She even cursed at him.

PFFFFFFFFFFFT DOESN'T SHE KNOW THAT CASSIEOPIA IS ONE OF THE BIGGEST AND MOST VIOLENT FAN CLUBS?! (well that's what I heard) AND THAT E.L.F. AND CASSIE'S ARE LIKE TIGHT NOWADAYS. THEY BE CLOSE YO. THEY CAN FREAKIN' RULE THE WORLD (well that's what Sophie said) SO IF SHE WANTS TO DIE...THEN...yeah...well anyway.

D: POOR CHANGMIN. :((

Oh. And. Um. o_o Sengri (from Big Bang) is a big Junsu Xiah fan (DBSK) . Aha. Aha. AHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHA.

Junsu: When we (DBSK) got to meet Big Bang, we were all shaking hands with each other. When I got to Seungri...he...wouldn't let go of my hand. (o_______o HAHA) We sort of just looked at each other. Then he said to me, "I admire you, hyung." ...I was surprised.

AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH (10000000007x) Hay. Seungri. o_o So cute.

I did not fail. I found 10,000 ways that didn't work.

2008-11-26T04:58:00.000-08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY OHNO SATOSHI!!!! <3<3<3
Now 28...which reminds me...

Yeah this girl is 29 going on 30. o_o WHY!!!!!!!!!
Anyway I want her to be Kazu's gf....*_*
Hahaha. o_o
Oh and I thought of a personality for her....ish
I keep forgetting to tell someone.
I might forget.
o_O ugh.

Do you realize that in 40 years, we'll have thousands of old ladies running around with tattoos?

2008-11-09T00:29:00.000-08:00

WARNING: This is a boring post...xD
Yay Yahoo games! I've been playing those!
Cooking Dash
Cake Mania
Pizza Frenzy
Delicious Deluxe

...I like cooking stuff. o_o WAHAHAHA!!!!
Anyway. Yeah. That's all. I should be studying. o_o I'm in the inner circle of Lit with BC! haha I should read. o_O Yeah. i should.

Anyway. Hongki is so pretty. After seeing a video of him...somewhere on youtube...o-o

So very pretty. o_o Too pretty in fact. D: UGH WTH WHY IS HE SO PRETTY?!?!?!?! as a girl.
Why do they always crossdress anyway. o_o
No srsly. It's like every male idol has to undergo...crossdressing.
Like...Taemin...he makes such a cute girl. o_o As in...holy that's a guy kind of girl. xD Hahaha.
What else...................................................................................................................
I dunno if Kibum's crossdressed...but he has worn a girly girly outfit and a wig....but seperately. So. Yeah. And I dunno if Changmin has. He doesn't seem the type but eh...
Anyway yeah. xD

I'm just talking to myself. D:

OH AND I'M PROUD TO SAY!
I have finally learned the Shinee Noona, You're so Pretty Replay dance. o_o Yes the magic dance! I've finally learned the whole dance! Okay fine there is this one part I keep screwing up in BUT TECHNICALLY...I KNOW IT...SO THERE. Now I wanna learn the Run It dance also by Shinee cause Shinee's choreographer is awesome since he's worked with Christina Aguilera, Beyonce, Shakira and Britney........................................ awkward pause. Haha is it just me or are all those girls. xD HAHAHA. Anyway yeah Shinee's dances are manly?

...

...

I will never be able to do Shinee's Love Like Oxygen. No freakin way that thing is like a new level. I can only learn it if there's someone helping me learn it. o_o like...a dance instructor. It's harder to learn from your computer. srsly. D:

Then ........... then......... there. HOLY SMTOWN CONCERT IN NOVEMBER 26 or was it 29 IN BANGKOK...I WANNA GO I WANNA GO I WANNA GO I WANNA GO MEET DBSK SHINEE SUPER JUNIOR AND LAUGH AT HOW SNSD SUCKS...o_o sorry i just hate snsd. I mean I was okay with them at first but after hearing them trash talk other groups who are WAY BETTER THAN THEM. oh srsly...oh PLEASE. =/

...Oh...and yeah. There. .............................................................
OMG MICA AND PAT I CANNOT WAIT TO TELL YOU GUYS ABOUT RED HAHAHAHAHAHA. THIS IS LIKE THE BEST NEWS ABOUT RED EVER. LIKE EVER. IT'LL CHANGE YOUR WHOLE PERSPECTIVE ABOUT RED...okay i should stop srsly. o_O

...I wanna be on Shinee's TV show. D: Where they date older women. But I'm only older than two people....and the other three are older than me...CAN I LIE ABOUT MY AGE?! :((
Well then again the show's already ended...BUT I WANNA GO ON THAT SHOW IT LOOKS AWESOME. but i can't speak korean. CURSE YOU LANGUAGE BARRIERS...curse yoooou. D;

. . . oh and I found out that Changmin is really mean. xD To his fans.
HAHAHA yes. o_o like mean...like yeah.

Fan: I didn't get any "A" in my report card. D: I'm so sad.
Changmin: That's...INSANE.

...wth. o_o

Fan: Oppa (meaning kuya), let's go eat dinner together! What do you want to eat?
Changmin: I want to eat...ALONE.

no srsly what is wrong with this guy. and yet i still love him?! D: maybe something's wrong with me. xD

I don't get even, I get odder.

2008-11-05T03:04:00.000-08:00

OKAY WHY...WHY...WHY...
D:

I feel like becoming an anti-SNSD person whatever.
BECAUSE OF THE THINGS THEY'VE DONE...
I mean srsly.

UGH...
WHY.

I HATE THEM WITH A FREAKIN' PASSION!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I did not fail. I found 10,000 ways that didn't work.

2008-10-27T00:45:00.000-07:00

Going to Hong Kong Disneyland tomorrow! I am so excited. o_o I half-packed already.
And....I don't know what to wear for Halloween.
GAAAAAAAAAAH.
D=

But anyway...on the other other hand...I'm getting a new camera tomorrow!!!!! Whoo~
Since my younger sister broke the other one. o_o
I am actually slightly thankful since I wanted a new camera anyway.
Now to get her to break my cellphone.

>___>

I MEAN SRSLY. NOKIA IS WAY TOO .... UNBREAKABLE?! o_o
Ugh.

Anyway. I should stop this. o_o I must not become materialistic. D= Even though I want a PSP and a new battery for my Laptop and sometimes I want a new laptop but I don't wish that all the time and -sighs-...

So Sembreak...All I've been doing is...fangirling. Hahahaha~
Yes.
That's it. o_o

I've fallen for two new people.
I know right...there's more? Surprisingly yes. D:

One is from F.T Island (Five Treasure Island) named Hongki and he is the lead vocalist in his band. Yes band! Not boy band...well they're all boys but this time they don't dance. They actually play instruments! Amazing. =D

Their band name may sound childish but it actually means that they all want to be a jewel to their fans. Or something along those lines. xD

Then the other one is from 2PM (not 2AM even though that group also exists) and his name is Nichkhun. I think that's how you spell it. It's complicated. D: He's from Thailand but debuted in Korea. Also known as the "Second Rain" Hahaha. They're tight those two. He can speak English since he lives in America too...but mostly Thailand...or maybe not I dunno.

Well anyway...to me he looks like David Archuleta...o_o but not to others. Oh well. D=
he's suuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuper cute. xD And sadly the one cute one in the boy band. (yes they dance) o_o really he's the only good looking one. xD

And there...that's all. Oh and I watched Nino's drama with Ryo. I wish I could understand. I haven't had the time to watch it properly cause I'm so busy (okay that's a lie) but maybe not really a lie it's just that I'm busy fangirling with other groups. o_o plus I'll watch his drama properly when english subs come out and when my veoh is working properly. 8D

and...I am off to watch Super Junior stuff. xD The fangirling continues.

What happens if you get scared half to death twice?

2008-10-15T03:53:00.000-07:00

I WANT TO WISH DONGHAE A HAPPY BIRTHDAY...

Okay I kinda feel bad cause I didn't wish Henry a happy birthday on his birthday BUT I DID SPIRITUALLY? ...I wonder what his religion is...o_o

IF YOU DON'T WANNA READ EMO STUFF THEN DON'T READ BELOW THIS...

Anyway. Kinda sad today.
Even cried a bit in the car on the way home...
Didn't get in. ...In...yeah. o_o what else...
But it's not for my grades. Since there was a new permit about the grades
Like failing certain whatever
Basta it's not my grades... I guess I just can't dance.
Though my friends tell me otherwise.
And I appreciate what they say to me so much
But it still hurts....

I feel like I let people down.
Heck I feel like I let people I haven't even met down.

And I'm talking about sina Henry, Nino, Changmin, Kibum and yeah those people... I don't... I was trying out because I thought that... yuh.

It's no joke I really felt bad. I wanted to be a cool fan who can dance just like them! Like one day when I meet them they can totally teach me their dance moves and then I could like...say stuff like Oh I was a dancer at my school and yeah. Of course that wouldn't happen but it doesn't hurt to daydream. But I really did feel bad. Ah. I must be talking non sense. o_o srsly.

Whenever I watch videos now...and the videos i usually watch are music videos which have dances in them...it just hurts. It's like I'm a masochist. =/ But I don't do it on purpose. It's just that I love these groups. But dancing is their thing. and my thing is their thing. I don't make sense. D= But this is a fangirl thing you non-fangirls wouldn't understand. It's not just some babaw worship. They're my inspiration and not only some random idols. so yeah. there.

Ah irony. It's one of the best dancers in Super Junior's birthday pa naman today.

He had the face only a mother could love. If she was blind.

2008-10-12T01:18:00.000-07:00

So since I didn't get to blog about yesterday...I shall now.

Hahaha!

So first off...let's start in the exciting part! =D I went to the Bazaar! YAY! Haha for Gold~
My Ate's friends also got to sign up for Gold...wala lang Hahaha...

Anyway I saw sina Sophie, Amaw, Bea Lag and Micky...Mickey. How do you spell her name?! Haha oh well. So there. I didn't buy anything I was just there for Sophie o_o

so anyway after that Sophie and I went to her place then I used her computer while she showered then we watched DBSK and Super Junior videos (also Wonder Girls cause YooBin is so hot xD) Then we waited for Kat Perts then there. 8D ON TO QUEZON CITY!

In the car we were like talking about how hungry we kinda were cause we only ate breakfast. o_o Yes all three of us hahaha!!! Sad.

So we then were like there in the place where we were supposed to be for that Dance Competition, Phim (Amaw's prom date) invited us to. So yeah. First we got the 150 pesos tickets and we were waiting in line for the longest time. o_o So the three of us were getting pissed at everything. xD Hahaha! Kat wanted to cry when we were waiting in line cause she admitted that she hated waiting in lines and that she's a spoiled brat like that. xD I swear that girl is such an alien. Then Sophie and I got pissed cause we smelled smoke from like...smokers and yeah. Then Kat was like, "Oh I love the smell of smoke" ....SEE AN ALIEN! xD Anyway, then Kat also got pissed cause she was getting hungry again. Then I got pissed cause I had mine AND I was hungry. =/ Pretty much we all wanted to kill Phim. xD Then when we got in...we found out why the tickets were worth 150 pesos....so Sophie upgraded it to 500 pesos and yeah. 8D Totally better seats. Hahaha...and crowd. o_o

Anyway so my expectations for how many people would be dancing was like, "Oh it's semi-finals na right? So I'm guessing there'll be 5 dance groups?"

Then the girl was like, "There's 38 dance groups."

SAY WHAT!??!?!?!?!?!? xD That was so layo from the number I thought it would be. D= We just went there to watch Dance X (the group of Phim) and they were 36th....SO...YEAH. Hahaha.

So then the show started 30 minutes late (Hay this is like a filipino thing xD) and then yeah the dances started. We only liked a few dance groups cause they were super galing. The stunts were also galing...like these guys would do backflips...and it felt like they were doing it in SLOW MOTION okay!! It was that amazing. The dance groups from Mindanao were amazing. O_O Like whoa...siga. AND THERE WAS ALSO THIS 13 YEAR OLD KID...yeah. O_O HE WAS LIKE AWESOME. HE WAS LIKE IN EVERY FREAKIN' STUNT. And yeah. So awesome.

Omg and the hosts. o_o There was this super batak guy whose shirt was so tight. Kat was scared that he might just rip it off. It was like scary batak okay!? And then there's this girl who kept doing the body wave which was getting annoying like...fast. THEN THIS OTHER GIRL ...what was she wearing i do not KNOW. Then she was making the crowd do the wave...the one with their hands in the air and whatever...o_o MY GOSH. Then she was like, "Hip Hop! HOORAY!"

...NOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!

Then in the intermission...there were these RAPPERS WHO FELT LIKE THEY WERE ROCKSTARS!!! =/ OH PLEASE. ONE OF THEM WAS EATING FRIED CHICKEN ON STAGE. Omg and they were like tossing money and their CD Albums to the crowd. THEY JUST SUCKED OKAY. =/ They were disgusting...I just hated them. D= I tried to sleep during their performance. Cause they just kept singing and singing and RAPPING SOME MORE. Ugh. It was like hell. D= Sophie and Kat wanted to kill them. xD

Then there...we got to see Dance X! Whoo! 8D They were super galing!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Hahaha. Loved it. Though they didn't have as much stunts they were still funky~

...Then right after they performed we left na...HAHAHA.

Cause we didn't eat for more than 11 hours okay. o_o 11 HOURS...

So when we were in the car we were looking for the closest McDo. Like the one with drive-thru. We were all so crazy in the car. Laughing hysterically at nothing. Then we even had a game, "Whoever can find McDo the first..." I found one but it had no drive thru...AND GUESS WHICH MCDO WE FOUND AFTER...THE ONE BESIDE ATC. YEAH WERE WERE PRETTY MUCH HOME NA. D= ALL THE WAY FROM FREAKIN' QUEZON CITY...Ugh. We were so hungry and so thankful for the food...we were crying. xD HAHAHAHA.

Yeah o_o There. So that was my night. It was a fun experience though. 8D I actually wanna watch the championships but this time I'm bringing FOOD...and MORE PEOPLE SHOULD COME WITH US. =/ Haaaay.

111,111,111 x 111,111,111 = 12,345,678,987,654,321. PH34R.

2008-10-05T05:09:00.000-07:00

I have to do...Literature Canto. o_o

BUT WHAT?!

I mean I was thinking Violence Against the Mind. To those who are too studious. xD

Hahaha. -hint- -hint-

Anyway. Maybe I should do...con artists...o_o

No lame.

Um...I have no idea.

Heck I didn't start on my Compo essay. Haha I'm so dead. I don't even know what to talk about.

I'm also having an Eco presentation skit thing tomorrow. I'm not even sure what I'm going to say. o_o Impromptu????

Okay what else am I gonna be regretting...

...

...

...

Um. H.E.? Well...I'm doing a skit there too. =/

HOLY I GOTTA DO LIT!!!!!

But what siiiiin.

...Oh can I do one for those who spread bad jokes? 8D

...bad as in the green jokes? Hahaha. Yeah I think I'll do that sin.

Yeah. I dunno na. I think I'll stick to that. =/
I'll think of a totally deep punishment that will blow your minds!!!!

I wish my lawn was emo so it would cut itself.

2008-10-05T03:06:00.000-07:00

I have been so obsessed...o_o with Changmin/Max. Hahaha whichever. I WILL SHARE TO YOU ALL RANDOM FACTS ABOUT HIM I HAVE LEARNED FOR THE PAST TWO DAYS! Ahaha...

1) Favorite color is purple.

DANGIT. Just when I was starting to hate that color because of Jun. D: Oh well. I will like it back for Changmin. 8D I've always liked color purple...HONEST. So now my favorite colors are Yellow and Purple. Whoo~

2) He never went out on a date with a girlfriend. ...meaning he's never had a girlfriend.

HAHA. o_o ...okay.

3) Went to an all boys school

NO WONDER. It totally explains nunber 2.

4) Has never kissed a girl

...ah...I guess the reason to that would be number 3. ...Yes. o_o

5) But was kissed by a guy.

HAHAHA. Okay now let me explain this. He was sleeping. Then his band mate (JaeJoong/Hero) was trying to wake him up. But he wouldn't budge. So the band mate being all silly decided to kiss/peck Changmin on the lips, not knowing it would be his first kiss. Changmin later on...cried. Hahaha. And said that it wasn't counted as a first kiss. Poor sad sad sad guy. Here's a pic of him and JaeJoong. 8D

6) When he's happy/smiling, his eyes become mismatched. o_o meaning...one eye becomes smaller than the other.

Haha...I think Lorraine and Laureen have that. ...I think? o_O

7) He's studying in a top university in South Korea.

That's it~ xD

8) Youngest in DBSK but most serious.

...I actually don't know about that but yeah I guess so. o_o

9) His voice can go really high (like omg i thought it was a girl singing high) and really low (like unexpectedly low).

Yeah. I shall end there. 8D Hahaha.

efil ruoy fo etunim a detsaw tsuj uoy.

2008-10-02T19:41:00.000-07:00

Okay. So it's Friday. No school. And I'm bored. =/
Cause everyone else seems to be doing something. Hahaha... Yeah.

Hmmm... Well recently, I have fallen in love with Changmin from DBSK!!!! Wohoo~ After watching their new music video, Mirotic...which then again is the only music video I've ever watched from them...it was awesome!!! Or..maybe Changmin was just awesome. The dances there were cool too. Here's a pic of Changmin or Max:

I also liked watching BoA's new music video...teaser. Haha since the whole music video is still gonna be released mga...Oct 14? Yeah. It's called Eat You Up. o_o I get so addicted to watch it because I liked the dance. Haha and I love BoA, she's so awesome.

And I have also fallen for Kim Bum!!!! He looks like Ki Bum except cuter!!!! Cause Ki Bum is HOT, while Kim Bum is CUTE!!! here's a pic:
Cutie pie. o_o I swear he super reminds me of Ki Bum...I mean besides the name and all...>__>
Plus he's gonna be in Korea's Meteor Garden!!!

....F4 was taiwanese just so you all know. o_o
So it's like...Korea's Hana Yori Dango and yeah.

Kim Bum is gonna play the part of Ken!!! Haha he was my favorite F4 guy. I mean first it was Vic...then it became Ken. Hahaha~ Yeah. I love Kim Bum...o_o I am so gonna watch this!

Hmm...what else. Well yesterday, Woodrose went to St. James for Mass in the morning then we all had to go back to school after. So weird haha.

Theeeen...there. o_o Yeah. I ate 3 V-Cuts on that day! The small packs. o_O It's so addicting. V-Cut will be the death of me. D= it had MSG!!!! Hahaha a message. jk. O_o

And Vergil...is hotter than Dante. (Devil May Cry) ...but this is looks and only if Vergil's hair is down like Dante. BUT... Vergil's voice sucks...o_o like...haven't you gone through puberty yet?!-kind. yeah. o_o There. Hahaha. I dunno about their personalities.

I'd hate to be a giraffe with a sore throat.

2008-09-30T05:31:00.000-07:00

So today.
I got to ask Ms. Merdie for tutoring in Physics!
Wow it's easier when it's one on one. o_o
Like...I'm gonna have these remedials almost all the time now.
Plus she gives considerations to those who go when she checks the tests!!! Ohyeah~

I also need for Math...
Tutorials I mean...
Like really.
I think I'm phailing. D=
Can't afford to fail.
literally. Hahaha. BC understands. xD DID YOU GET YOUR BILL YET? Hahaha. Cause I got mine na.

Anyway...can't afford it...not when I'm now passing Theo and Philo!!! o_o
...

ANYWAY. No school tomorrow!!!
Whoo~~~~~~
Gonna bum in Sophie's place.
Probably play Guitar Hero and then stuff. o_o
Yeah. Surf the internet.

Yeah. Good times, good times. xD

....AND I'M SO EXCITED TO GO TO DISNEYLAND...OKAY...YEAH. o_o LIKE EXTREMELY.

Oh and today Marion is such a bully. She stole my goody. Then I stole her pantali...then she was like, "HEY RETURN MY 5 PESOS PANTALI!" And I was like, "Wth...what sorta exchange is this?" o_O okay. confusing. Hahaha.

Oh and we had a fire/earthquake drill. Poor IV-C died. Their Physics quiz was more important than their lives. ;(

Oh and during Lit..something kinda funny:

Pat Remo: My canto is about people who are size zero!!
Erika Reyes: Hoy! Ang bastos naman noh! I'm a size zero!

Hahahaha!!!

Also, Roseanne is known for her "plus points" thing, which is where she says something nice to the teacher then yells, "PLUS POINTS~" ...yeah. So anyway...

Still during Lit:

Roseanne: What?! Flatterers go to hell???
Mrs. Sator: Uh yeah I guess so.
Roseanne: Oh no! My plus points!
Pat Remo: Haha plus points! ...-in hell!
Roseanne: HOY! Under the belt na 'yan ah!

Haha yeah they're like the comedians, I swear. I love Roseanne and Pat interactions. So funny.

Hm...oh and Pat Austria makes me sad. :( My bday celebrations keeps getting moved. >__>
Hay naku. That girl is way too busy.

Oh and Mica Reyes had a dizzy ....happening...during lunch. o_O kinda freaked me out. I hope she feels well.

Gravity always gets me down.

2008-09-29T02:58:00.000-07:00

I wonder...
If it's weird to share my problems.
I mean I see/read other people do it.
But then adding my own feelings seems like a burden.

...

It's like...people would turn to me and say, "We've already got enough problems to handle, please don't try to add yours on the pile."

Or something like that. o_O
I'm so problematic that I have a problem with my problem!!
xD Hahaha.

Am I supposed to share it to make it better?
But I feel that if I do share it...then people would be forced to become nicer to me.
kinder to me.
just because of this problem I have.

And...I don't really want that.
But then...I do.
But not in that way.

This is kind of why I am so affectionate...
...okay actually I dunno why.
It's like I'm just so dependent.
I need to know that I have someone with me...
Someone I can rely on.

I'm kind of the person who'd be like 'please give me attention but not because i'm telling you to'
It's confusing. o_O And it's not in a bratty way! D=

I'm just weird. I guess.

But I keep telling myself that sharing my own negative thoughts might be worse.
So I've just been keeping it in myself.

See doing this already makes me feel guilty.
I always...just ...I just want to make people happy.
But I don't think I'm good enough.

...I have a low self esteem problem. o_o

I'm not good in art.
I'm not good in singing.
I'm not good in grades.
I'm not good in dancing.
I'm not good in sports.
I'm not good in socializing.

But I thought that maybe this one thing...making my friends happy...something I'm finally good at.

And now...i think i'm not even good at that anymore.

So now I'm not good in making people happy.
Making the people I love happy.
I love so much people.
I love so many of my friends.
And I can't stand that feeling I have...it's not being returned to me.

Maybe I am just a brat that craves attention.
But it's not like I've had any of that before.

I'm pretty much revealing my problem huh?
Well...that's only a little of it. =/
I mean really.
I've been keeping it in for how many months.
At times I couldn't take it and my face would be blank and I wouldn't have a smile on my face.
People would ask me what's wrong?
Then I'll just smile again.
And everything would be better.
To them at least.
Because it's still there in me...that problem I can't seem to get rid of.
=/

I mean I've tried. Really. Me blogging this isn't even supposed to happen. It's a sudden burst of emotion.
Later on...I might delete this. Might. Because I'll read it back and see how stupid I must've sounded. I don't know how many of you will have read this.

But I think there was this one time I had an al bhed post.
About my feelings.
No one read it.
So I took it out.

o_o pretty darn strange if you ask me. xD Hahaha.

How much deeper would the ocean be if sponges didn't live there?

2008-09-28T06:01:00.000-07:00

I've been painting all day.
Half way done with Art na.
Not bad for someone who just started it today. 8D
Since it's due Tuesday.
hahahahahahahaha...

Yeah. That's what I've been staring at the whole day...
Hahaha.

...

...

...

It didn't look that hard at first...
But when I had a pencil on my hand and stared down at it again I was like "ohsnap"
xD
and this is an awesome pic of Nino and Ryo.
I forgot where I got this.
I just saw it. D=
and I was like asdfghjkl;'
THIS IS IT!
xD Hahaha.
There are so much mags of Nino ...and of Nino AND Ryo.
and also with Erika Toda.
And yeah.
THE DRAMA HASN'T EVEN STARTED YET.
Hopefully this drama will be awesomely popular. 8D
-sighs-

...tired. =.=

I love you, Isa. =D
I'm sorry I'm so boring to chat with. Hahaha. xD

Every fight is a food fight when you're a cannibal.

2008-09-27T09:30:00.000-07:00

Whoo!!
My mom just booked reservations for the Disney Hollywood Hotel in Hong Kong Disneyland!!!!
=D
Yes!
My first time to stay in a hotel in Disneyland. o_o

But I wish I could stay in the castle.
Cause that'd be TOTALLY AWESOME.
But only special chosen people can go there.
Haha actually random lucky people.

...or I dunno.

Anyway. Today. Skipped Piano. Cause had to do art. But ended up not being inspired.

Haha...

Also went to Mass cause it's my Tito's death anniversary. First year. yeah.
Then went to the national to buy art stuff so that I'd get inspired for Art. o_o
Art stuff makes me happy. :D

But for most of the day...I've just been fangirling. :))
Hahaha.

OMG. What am I gonna wear for Halloween????
D=

...and I need an autograph book!!!!
HOLEH!!!
D=

and I need to kill a mosquito roaming around my room!!! -slippers at the ready- Hahaha.
..............

yeah. o_o

If it's sent by ship then it's a cargo, if it's sent by road then it's a shipment.

2008-09-26T05:23:00.000-07:00

So try-outs today.

...I don't think i did so good. o_o
I forgot stuff. Ahahahaha.
I wish I could be a cheerdancer though.
It looks fun to be one.
Learning dances and stuff.

...

But since I suck
o_o

Plus school's getting strict. When you fail a subject in first quarter, you just super can't get in.
Like...super. D:
-sighs-
Ohwell.

Anyweh. It was fun trying-out. The dance wasn't as hard as 2nd year. HAHAHA TORTURE. And this time I stretched before dancing BECAUSE SECOND YEAR I DIDN'T AND I GOT MUSCLE CRAMPS EVERYWHERE...xD Hahaha.

And then what else...yeah it was fun.
o_o
I might get depressed about wanting to be a cheerdancer...(since i'm sure i won't get in)
-haha spoiled brat much?-
but srsly!!! IT LOOKS SO FUN...D=
I CAN'T TAKE IT
GAH
Their dances are just so cool.
They look so cool when they're dancing.
Kids and everyone else just stop and stare to watch them dance.
=/

Ah well. I shall dance with Henry, Kibum and Nino, one day. xD
Hahaha. Plus at least my little sister has a huge chance of becoming one.
o_o I can just stand at the sidelines and be a proud sister I guess.

Someone sent me a postcard picture of the earth. On the back it said, "Wish you were here."

2008-09-25T02:57:00.000-07:00

Oh well...there we have it. Today.

Oh...and...I'm sorry...but I now hate Lea Salonga. o_O
Kasi naman. Why is she for abortion????
OKAY...NO...
D:

ugh. and for that law where we can only have two children and when you're pregnant with a third you have no choice but to ABORT IT...that. is. a. stupid. law.

And it's all our governments fault! Cause they aren't developing the other lands. Just cause they think we're over-populated when we're not. We're just crowded in the city areas. D: r-right?

Haha anyway. Good Manny Pacquiao for being against all that.

Try-outs tomorrow. o_o holeh. I wanna see BC try-out. 8D
Everyone else should try-out.
8D

I mean I can't dance and I think I'm gonna try-out. o_O
Hahaha.

Yeah.

Um what else. OH YEAH.

YAMADA RYOSUKE WAS NUMBER 1 CUTEST GUY IN JAPAN from the magazine I forgot which one. ............NINO WAS THIRD. Cause well you gotta admit Kokei Teppei is cute. BUT STILL. Nino was number 1 in 2008. Hahaha and I guess Yamada Ryosuke is cute BUT THE AGE DIFFERENCES..........HE'S LIKE 15 and the others are...in their 20's. xD Hahaha.

Then 4th was Toma...and then 5th was Chinen....Aha...o_o Nino's cuter than Chinen!!!! According to the votes. xD Hahaha. Man the age differences. o_O Astounding~

Um what else...okay nothing much. Before try-outs...I must remember to STRETCH...before dancing. 8D Hahaha...because last time I didn't stretch...and...DANG IT HURT MY MUSCLES...D: that was like second year. Hahaha.

Anyweh...uhhh...there. I shall go and post stuff on stufftheysay which you should all visit...LINK:

www.stufftheysay.livejournal.com

:D

I bought some powdered water, but I didn't know what to add.

2008-09-24T03:40:00.000-07:00

Dude. Today. Was Okay.

OMG PHILOSOPHY!!!! HIGHLIGHT OF THE DAY!!!!!
Hahaha

THAT AMERICAN GUY IS STUPID............

"The catholic church is an all-male society with unmarried people."

...Okay that's not his exact words but along the lines...AS IN ...DUDE...SAY WHAT?!

xD

And then there's this stupid girl who THINKS she's smart.

"Fetus' don't have the right to be in the womb of their mother."

...

...

...

Wow. Just....wow.

"Even if I didn't exist, I wouldn't mind. I'd still be happy."

...Um...Yeah. Okay. How would we know that you'd be okay with not existing if you didn't exist?

...HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. I swear. She is so stupid. Like...dude. Srsly. D: SRSLY...

Anyway yeah. xD

That's pretty much it...hehehe.

OH! And I showed BC and some other people in school the SUPER SCARY VIDEO...
IT IS SCARY BC...
I SWEAR...

D:

Even Ana got scrared!!!!

A pun is the lowest form of humor -- when you don't think of it first.

2008-09-23T03:04:00.000-07:00

SO TODAY...

Well...I dunno.

Highlight of the Day: I did part of my Art!

Worst thing that happened today: I forgot my art in school...

...ahaha. Also my lunchbox and jug. So I'll have to get those. D:
-sighs-

Anyway try-outs are coming up soon!!! EVERYONE SHOULD TRY-OUT...
And I can't wait to watch BC. 8D hahahaha!!!!

Wait I wonder if Sophie really is trying-out. o_o cause she's captain.............
But Armaine said...........
Oh well.

HENRY LAU IS AWESOME...

Oh and I really want this awesome camera that is 14.4 MEGAPIXEL...YES THAT'S HIGH DEF YO.

But I'm too poor.

............and mom says we MIGHT go to Hong Kong Disneyland on November...MIGHT.
We're going to Hong Kong for Trizia and My Ate's passport stuff and Hong Kong resident cards whatever...=/ pfft. It's complicated. I dunno how my mom does it. Hahaha. xD

WHEN WE GET TO HONG KONG...I WILL LOOK IN A MUSIC STORE...AND LOOK FOR SUPER JUNIOR...OR ARASHI...BUT MOSTLY SUPER JUNIOR M SINCE THEY HAVE BEEN TO HONG KONG...AND IF I SEE THEM IN HONG KONG...I WILL RUN UP TO HENRY LAU AND HUG HIM AND ASK HIM TO MARRY ME....

Haha sorry I needed to spazz. O_o

During lunch...it was funny cause Lee and I went up to sina Kaye, Maica, Zars, Cathy and Marion's place! Hahaha. Talked about MAGIKUS and how weird the new art teacher was. o_o

....

I NEED TO SELL RUFFLE RAFFLE TICKETS....HAHAHAHAHA....

WHO WANTS TO BUY FROM ME?!?!?!?!?!?!

Omg...and i saw spin. 8D awhile ago in gate 3. I just wish his sister would introduce me to him. D= he's such a cute little boy!!!!!!!! hahaha. He will become hot. *___* Ana and I see the potential...OMG AND WHEN I GET THAT 14.4 MEGAPIXEL CAMRERA...ONE OF THE FIRST THINGS I'LL DO IS TAKE A PICTURE OF HIM HAHAHAHA...-creepystalkermuch?-

Yeah I get that a lot.

I mean I know na how Nino's house looks like. :D Hahaha.

"Sort of" is a harmless, filler kinda phrase, except after things like "I love you" or "it's a boy."

2008-09-22T02:58:00.000-07:00

So today I asked BC why she brings around her USB...

and she said, "It's in case I have a surprise presentation to show."

...

...

...

NERD.

xDDDDD HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!

Anyway yeah what else happened today. o_o
Well nothing much...
I got perfect in Philo quiz!!!!!
THAT IS A BIG WHOA FOR ME...
Hahaha since I failed it. 8D 1st quarter and all...
Yeah and that's pretty much it. o_O

I only saw Leeann during dismissal which is weird. Where was she? WAS SHE AVOIDING ME PERHAPS?????? D8

...and my third husband is Henry Lau. o_o

Oh and during Economics, BC made these strips of paper...then gave it to me...so I wrote names of guys I'm in love with...and then folded it and gave it to BC and then I chose like who would be my whatever...The results were...

Boyfriend - Skandar Keynes (Hahaha!!!)

Ex-boyfriend - Yuto Nakajima (Aww D;)

Husband - Ninomiya Kazunari (DESTINY I TELL YOU...)

Divorced Husband - Henry Lau (NOOOO!!! Not my chubby cheeks hamster D:)

Step-Brother - Kim Kibum (But I heard he only had one sibling...a sister...D8)

Best Friend - Ryo Nishikido (Hahaha ohhhyeah~)

Secret Lover - Rupert Grint (HAHAHAHA?!)

So there...pretty weird. xD Hahahahahahha. Oh and during lunch today, barkada and I were super babaw. And then we began talking about Ateneo and La Salle basketball stuff. Hahaha which I have no idea ....of...o_o about...er anyway yeah...xD So I was just quiet

...

Then Pat suddenly goes, "You know what else is fun to watch?? Football."

...Ayy...Pasingit. xD Hahaha.

I wanna make a jigsaw puzzle that's 40,000 pieces. And when you finish it, it says "go outside."

2008-09-20T03:24:00.000-07:00

So back to studying...

Haha I wish I got a pic of BC with her braids...but someone probably has. o_o

Hahahaha.

...ANYWAY...Yeah. I'm tamad. o_o

Edit:

(from Lea)

Never hit a man with glasses. Hit him with a baseball bat.

2008-09-17T04:08:00.000-07:00

Intrams! Practice Day 1...
Hahaha.
So hard. o_O
My children abuse me. D=

But oh well.
Gaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah.
It's actually fun in a strange way to mommy kids. xD
Hahaha.

But oh so tiring. *___*

Yeah I'm so tired. er go gold? hahaha. o_O I don't even memorize the cheers. GAH. xD

WHEN WILL MY ORDER FOR ARASHI MERCHANDISE COME?!?!!!??!?! D= I'VE BEEN WAITING FOR TWO DAYS SINCE ITS BEEN SHIPPED HERE....GAH...-IMPATIENT-

"Do you think I'll lose my looks as I get older?" "If you're lucky."

2008-09-16T06:24:00.000-07:00

I just got from someone's blog about this! ARASHI HAS 5 DVD CONCERTS IN THE ORICON DAILY RANKING...TOP 20...O_O LIKE WTH...W...T...H!!!!!
HAAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAAH.

I love Arashi. :)

No. 5 Summer Tour 2007 Final Time Kotoba no Chikara

No. 8 Arashi Around Asia + In Dome

No. 14 2004 Arashi! Iza, Now Tour!

No. 17 How's It Going? Summer Concert 2003

No. 18 Arashi Around Asia

Borrow money from a pessimist -- they don't expect it back.

2008-09-15T04:30:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ARASHI!!!!!!
...yes

AND MY ORDER FROM YESASIA HAS BEEN SHIPPED.
YES.
YES.
YES.
O_O
I CAN'T WAIT TO GET IT!!!!
WHOOOO~~~~

...yeah now I'm kinda tamad to blog. xD

Flying is learning how to throw yourself at the ground and miss.

2008-09-13T06:40:00.000-07:00

ACET is finally over.
It was fun ...8D

Hahaha. Yes.

I shall not leak anything.
>_>
<_<

Hahaha.
English was the easiest for me. 8D
There that's all I'm saying.
HAHAHA.

To my surprise, I just found like while Soph, Lee and I were eating in the Ateneo Canteen for lunch...like...Sophie and I were gonna be in the same classroom! Surprise~ Surprise~

xD Hahaha I'm so THANKFUL.
It must've been destiny...because...

Sophie: Pau, you brought a pen right?
Me: Oh a pen--....O_O WE NEED A PEN?!
Sophie: ...don't worry I have extra.

THANK THE LORD!
Hahahahahahhaha XD
-totally not ready for college-

Anyway funny things that happened:

- Lee and I saw lots of Xie Li-look-a-likes.
- My seatmate kept swearing
- Standing in line for HOW MANY HOURS 3-4?!
- Okay maybe that one wasn't that funny but it was REALLY tiring. o_O
- The Tender Juicy Guy called Sophie 'Sir' so Sophie called him 'Miss'

Yeah and then I can't seem to remember the rest....
but anyway...guys this is so creepy I'm typing with my eyes closed.

ANYWAY NIGHT.

Somebody complimented my driving today. They left a note that said 'Parking Fine.'

2008-09-12T03:33:00.000-07:00

So...tomorrow is ACET.
Surprisingly, I'm not nervous about it.

Or maybe cause I have this feeling that I won't pass...
HAHAHA. like I'm REALLY sure.

Oh well wherever God wants me to go to~ 8D
Ateneo, CSB...BUT PLEASE NOT LA SALLE.

I mean I don't have anything against La Salle.
It's just that they don't really have my course. So there.

I am excited for ACET tomorrow though. Especially the English part. Not so much in the math part...and I wanna see what the General Knowledge is like! 8D

...anyweh. Today...was...boring-ish. xD Hahaha.

I was able to see pics of "Red" ...-ahem ahem-

I dunno what to think...I don't think the pictures don't give him justice...but he has a killer side view! 8D
Yeah that's all...HAHAHA.

Astronaut 1: It never gets old, huh?
Astronaut 2: Nope.
Astronaut 1: Kinda makes you wanna...
Astronaut 2: Break into song?
Astronaut 1: ...yep.

I LOVE THE MOUNTAINS~
I LOVE THE CLEAR BLUE SKIES~
I LOVE BIG BRIDGES~
I LOVE WHEN GREAT WHITES FLY~
I LOVE THE WHOLE WORLD~
AND ALL ITS SIGHTS AND SOUNDS~
Bum de yah da~ Bum de yah da~ Bum de yah da~ BOM TE YAH TA~

I LOVE THE OCEAN~
I LOVE REAL DIRTY THINGS~
I LOVE TO GO FAST~
I LOVE EGYPTIAN KINGS~
I LOVE THE WHOLE WOLRD~
AND ALL IT'S CRAZINESS~
Boom de yah da~ Boom de yah dah~ BOOM de yah da~ BOOM de yah da~

I LOVE TORNADOES~
I LOVE ARACHNIDS~
I LOVE HOT MAGMA~
I LOVE THE GIANT SQUIDS~
I LOF TEH WHOLR WORD~
IT'S SUCH A BRILLIANT PLACE~
Bum de yah da~ Bum de yah da~ (Stephen Hawkins: Boom De Ya Dah) BUM DE YA DAAAAAAH!!!!

....8D

I've got these gifts for you they're up in my BUM~

...

Me: GET A JOB!
BC: Tun tun tun ten tun ten tun ten tun tun ten tun tun-
Me: SO FRESH AND SO CLEAN-CLEAN.

Inferno/Dante is a pretty awesome book. 8D

I told the doctor I broke my leg in two places. He told me to quit going to those places.

2008-09-10T02:52:00.000-07:00

So today...was a slightly awesome day.

Mostly because we had P.E. with section B.

It kind of felt nostalgic I guess. Being in a class where I'm able to talk and hug most of the people I actually know and actually feel am myself when I talk to them. I mean sure I have BC, De Guia and maybe sometimes Marion...but...it's just not the same.

Dude I totally used a hard word: Nostalgic

HAHA SCORE!

Anyway. I'm supposed to be nervous for ACET but since I didn't get to fill in all the blanks with N/A in my ACET form I don't think I even have a chance of getting in. Good thing one of my first choices was also CSB 8D

Haha I so wanna go to CSB too. But I guess I'm just nervous about the fact that I'll be alone...-ish. I mean Leeann's neighbor is there but we're not exactly close.

Oh and today was only slightly awesome...because REPORT CARDS CAME OUT.

-sigh- Am I not holy enough? I just HAD to PHAIL in both PHILOSOPHY AND THEOLOGY. I'm serious. I FAILED them both. Like I'm not kidding. Below 75, people.

It's sad. Maybe I'm just kinda morally and metaphysically stupid. Like I NEED Pat Austria's help. D: Or else I won't be able to survive. Plus my Filipino was barely passing. DUDE...for once I thought I was actually gonna get high because of my pabula and alamat...but I guess my paper grades were sucky. o_O really sucky. That I should be ashamed.

Anyway. There. So yeah.

Oh and in P.E. section B vs. section A.

8D Yeah. And so BC and I went against Maxine and Alisa. Then we totally didn't care about the rules and did whatever and in the end BC and I won. Wohoo!

Then we played with Maica and Kaye. BC and I thought it was just gonna be a whatever game too BUT WERE WE WRONG! Those two wanting to stick to the rules. o_O OMG. FELT SO CONSTRICTED. LIKE NO FREEDOM. MY GASH. Then they used reversed psychology on us! Hard times...

Then BC hit Maica and Lee saw red~ Hahahaha

I am on a ROLL! First a hard word...now a...i-know-it's-not-a-metaphor-but-it's-sort-of-a-saying-that-i-don't-know-what-it's-called-maybe-an-idiom?

And then...BC and I have a song...er...theme song
xD

"The game we play tonight
Is what we leave behind!"

HAHA WITH AWESOME ACTIONS. xD

...yesh. THE END! :D

Employee of the month is a good example of how somebody can be both a winner and a loser at the same time.

2008-09-09T06:19:00.000-07:00

Since I'm pretty sure no one views my blog anymore...
xD Hahaha
Yeah I'm just annoying like that. o_O

Anyway.
I really need to borrow my mom's credit card number already!
D:

I NEED TO GET THAT ARASHI PHOTO ALBUM!
Hot pictures of Nino
I WOULDN'T WANNA MISS SUCH AN OPPORTUNITY WHERE NINO'S HAIR IS FINALLY DECENT.

Yeah these days I use caps a lot.

Anyweh...

I also want to get that...um...oh yeah Time DVD. But i'm kinda scared...that Arashi's gonna release a DVD box set whatever of their latest concert...and a box set means more money needed to buy one and more money given to JE means lesser money for me which means I'll be poorer than I already am.

...

ARASHI OWNS MY WALLET.

:((

But I still love them. 8D
I mean dude being able to perform in the NATIONAL STADIUM where only one artist per year can perform there!?!?!? Though I heard somewhere that the only artists who have performed there are SMAP and Dreams Come True. It's interesting because my Tito Carlos used to love Dreams Come True. Yes I was surprised too...one of my relatives liked a japanese artist whoa hold on say what?! hahaha but yeah. Though it was mostly because they had nice english songs. So yes the girl in Dreams Come True sings english songs too. So I was like oh no wonder. haha i couldn't imagine him listening to songs he didn't understand. Only I do that...8D In my family anyway...

TALUMPATI IS DONE. But I did totally horrible. xD
I mean geez...NO ONE WAS SMILING...well besides BC...But seriously...the only thought that came to my head was, "Whoa tough crowd."
Then after my talumpati I began wondering how it woulda been like if I had done it in section B or C. I bet I would've been more comfortable.

Oh well. :D Moving on to life...

I miss Mica Rey and Austria!!! YAYA AND OPRAH WINFREY COME BAAAACK!!! :((

Hay naku stupid debate keeping them away from me ):<

And during classes today...BC's song of the day was ...something from HSM 3. Haha basta Zac Efron's song when he's gonna play basketball...

...

Okay just asked my younger sister what the title was. It's called 'Now or Never'...

...

Me: Cathy can you get Lee's binder from her desk pleeeeaaassse?
Cathy: ...-shakes head- no.
Me: ...PLEEEEAAAASE? It's for Magikus!
Cathy: No.
Me: Just because you're not gonna end up with Sol doesn't mean you should stop doing stuff for Magikus!
Cathy: Okay fine I'll get it!!

Okay it's not that funny. xD I love you Cathy. You make awesome drawings...please continue doing so.
Haha so anyway ending it there. 8D